evilbully

god damn it i really need to type out what i thinking or maybe submit it to sg advice but right now i cant blah blah blah blah fskjdla;flkdasf;lkasjdf;lkasjd ;lfucker


"sometimes i think i am a fucked up mess who is worth nothing. other times i think i don't get what i deserve. most of the time it's trying to be satisfied with myself,"


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TIEDYE SHIRTS AND BOXERS

right now im pissed and i donmt know wtf

all the siht thats been bothering me is just like all there i dont know

my life is catching up to me

the depression

bi polar

its all coming back

all my shit thayt i thought i left behind me is back

i dont know what to do

i cant fucking get high to forget everything...
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sooo i kinda have a job i just need to pass a drug test...help

What i did today = showered then going to watch phantom of the opera with some people...

qweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

so yesterday was nice carissa called at like 7am to hang out, we chilled with brett was..weird, went to her house watched a movie, then went home, rob called so i hung out with him and just played some xbox and finally got to see donnie darko, weird weird movie. sean wanted to hang out so i went to his place at like 10:30 watched...
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bleh so yeah im sitting here getting high all alone...im such a loser

my interview went good i had to talke some test and i did very good so im getting a interview with a supervisor which is A++

in other news i miss carissa shes gone till sunday or monday but beyond that i miss her in other ways i keep thinking back to the first time we were together i dont think i can ever forget...
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yesterday was fun hung out with ex fase made fun of people, good times

its been so long =(

im sorry anyway!!

today started to suck woke up some crazy dreams made me relize how alone i am bleh. then i went watched tv blah alone. watched the new starwars finally was alright stoped in the middle of it to finish up Republic Commando. bleh still sucked..

soooooooo i did what anyone would do...

went outside and and cut...
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