evilandyroth

Sekiha TenKyoken UPDATE!

Haha... more about me.

I just have nothing better to do than sit here and type something that some people that I will probably never meet just might read, and then hope that my words and thoughts will connect me to some of these people, where then I laugh and think to myself that none of these people will know what kind of a person I really am... Or mabey they might see through the bull and figure what is a lie and what is an exgsaduration. (I spell perfecly ALL the tiem! or I spell every other word totaly wrong.)

Whatever...

So I've decided that I'm not sure if I'm going to accualy drink on my birthday or not... I've never been drunk... really... I have more or less just... had a buzz... mabey... other than that ONE slight incident... I'm kinda... totaly striaght edge.... and those pics are.... not very good judges of my awsomeness... cause like... I need to get a new job. Don't get me wrong, I kinda like the porn shop... but the pay is'nt all that great and the head manager is going to be putting all the work on me because of her pregnant-e-ness... and that's just going to be me at all hours getting phone calls from people demanding that I fix their goddamn problem... "Andrew! I need change!" "Andrew! I don't know what the hell I'm doing!" "Andrew! I'm just seeing what you were doing"

I shoulden't be working with people. I like some people... but the vast majority of the people of the planet just kinda make me sick... And it's weird... cause like... april 1st was the day that ALL of the shops notorious creeps came in... most at the same time... and there was the bounus extra new creepy guy talking about all of the people he's killed and how he masurbates with gun grease at the sound of explotions, machine guns, and death cries... as he's playing with his VERY sharp knives... (he let me play with one... when offered I dare not refuse... )

And I see all the really awsome people in Canada...(not to say that there is nobody cool in the US) and I feel sad that there is nothing that I can do to get out of where I am at the moment... I think I just need a bigger city... not to be living in the "#5 place to retire to in America"... I really hate old people... And I will hate myself when I get to that age... because I know that I will fail in becoming the "cool grandpa without children"... cause I know that I'm also going to be alone for the rest of my life... yeah.

And now I denounce all that I have said. It is all bullshit.

I need to work on my story.
I'm working on a story that goes along with my artwork... which I hope to someday make into the greatest horror game EVER! and then I'd make the movie... and it would be the second video game movie that diddn't suck... (second only to the Mario Bros. movie)

Fuck. I need to do my taxes. I need to get some money so I can eat. I need to go to sleep because my manager can't work tomorrow morning(today...), and I need to stop writing in an associative thought prosses...

And so... this is kinda how I really feel right now...

"Plastic Jesus" Stabbing Westward

From the moment that you're born
from the moment that you're concieved
from your first step across the room
'till you first stand to pee

You're filled with hate
You're filled with lies
You're force fed foolish pride
Until one day you'll just wake up dead
because you dreamed you were never alive

You fear life not death

While you're busy watching Romper Room
Your kid's being brainwashed by Sesame Street
He's filled with hate
He's filled with greed
He's force fed foolish pride
Until one day he'll just wake up dead
because he dreamed he was never alive

You fear life not death


WHAA!!! MY MANAGER CAN'T COME IN FOR THE MORNING SHIFT!!! THAT MEANS THAT I HAVE TO OPEN THE STORE AT 9:00AM!!! I HAVE INGESTED 3 ROCKSTAR ENERGY DRINKS IN THE PAST 3 HOURS!!!