evil_marty

I've been trying to write this blog for a while now. A lot has happened but I really don't know what to say. Things are getting more intimate with my housemate/ex, which I'm really enjoying, but [for now] nothing official is going to come of it. We are really close and pretty much spend most of our time together, so it cuts that she doesn't want a relationship now. I was a little worried when she and her ex-gf were still seeing each other, but apart from having a bit of fun she is definite that she doesn't want to go back there again. She also let me in her biggest secret, which I must say I guessed it before she confessed but it was a big deal for her to tell me, and strangely enough I'm really cool with it. I know most people would freak out or look down on someone for that but I don't, which was why it took her this long to tell me. There is a shit tonne more going on but it's something I want to keep private, all I will say though is I have a lot riding on this in the hopes that it will pay out big. My best mate things I'm crazy and thinks it could very well destroy me inside and I agree with him, there just isn't many options left for me to take is all. Anyhow, this isn't the post I wanted to write nor how I wanted to write it but I'll just leave it at that and move on from here on out. For now I'm happy and really am exploring new and wonderful things, how long that lasts is unknown.