evil_marty

ok I can't put this off any longer, I'm sick of looking at my last blog post but I face the conundrum of I don't know what to write nor do I have the motivation to write something. Things have been going well but my motivation to participate within society has been dwindling. Don't mistake me for someone depressed or anything because its not like that, just that well, I guess I find being a recluse more comforting lately. Fuck that sounds depressing.

This week has probably been the worse, motivation has flown the coop for me and I'm forcing myself to engage in things, hence this blog post. This is merely for my peace of mind that I am trying to break the habit, we all have to take first steps.