I know I'm not completely right in the head. I'm a bit eccentric and unstable. Before anyone tries the "Well what's normal anyway?" line I'm going to stop you. Granted there isn't a "normal" but I'mborderline nuts. I've come to grips with that and it's easier than fighting it.
I'm a fucking genius. That's where this stems from. It seems the smarter you are, the more off-kilter you get. I've talked to scientists, mathematicians are my favorite, and some are just plain loony.
My mind is perfect for my writing career. I can visit anywhere I can think of almost physically, and sometimes I'd rather not. My mind working at %100 is fucking scary. I'm just glad the voices have stopped for the most part and the visions haven't rissen in a long time, atleast I can push them away before they realize.
The only thing that worries me are my children. I pray to god that they don't turn out like their father. It's one of my dreams to have a family one day, but it didn't occer to me until just recently that my children might be not quite right in the head. I know s couple families where everyone is either insane or a genius, mine isn't like that so I'm hoping that I'm not the start of a chain. I pray for the lives of my future children daily.
I'm a fucking genius. That's where this stems from. It seems the smarter you are, the more off-kilter you get. I've talked to scientists, mathematicians are my favorite, and some are just plain loony.
My mind is perfect for my writing career. I can visit anywhere I can think of almost physically, and sometimes I'd rather not. My mind working at %100 is fucking scary. I'm just glad the voices have stopped for the most part and the visions haven't rissen in a long time, atleast I can push them away before they realize.
The only thing that worries me are my children. I pray to god that they don't turn out like their father. It's one of my dreams to have a family one day, but it didn't occer to me until just recently that my children might be not quite right in the head. I know s couple families where everyone is either insane or a genius, mine isn't like that so I'm hoping that I'm not the start of a chain. I pray for the lives of my future children daily.
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1tarot:
Geniuses are a big pain in the ass...i have known one too many. (self proclaimed of course) But the thing i think that i hate the most is that you can't help but admire their ability to look at everything slightly askew. 
jj_r0x0rz:
happy birthday!