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Saturday Sep 25, 2004

Sep 24, 2004
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This month has been a month of seemingly endless waiting. Waiting for my mom to get her test results back to see how bad her lymphoma is. Waiting to see if it is indeed curable and treatable. Waiting for her chemotherapy only to have it postponed so they can run more tests that make us wait. Waiting to see her on the proverbial road to recovery.

Waiting to get paid. Waiting an entire month with little savings and virtually no income until that one day when my first paycheck arrives at the end of the month. Waiting by staying in my room, alone, nearly every day. Not because I don't want to go out but because I simply have to wait until I can actually afford to. Waiting for work to be over every day so I can go home and sit around waiting until I'm tired enough to fall asleep and repeat the process.

God, I can't wait for the month to be over...
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juxtapose:
Hang in there .... EL SUICIDO LOCO smile kiss
Sep 29, 2004
rojo:
shit, that's awful.
i don't understand how they can make people wait for so long for treatment of cancer when they say quick treatment is so imperative. we've been dealing with my grandmother's lung cancer for the past 3 months. 2 surgeries later and they've yet to even address the throat cancer.
good luck with everything.
kiss
Oct 5, 2004

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