I'm not really keeping this thing up very well am I. Well, I have been working many long shifts in a row. We're finally back to working just 10 hour shifts, and it's like I can't believe I have all this extra free time all of a sudden. I even watched a movie last night. "In Time" 
... Although Amanda Seyfreid = 
Three more days and I get to go home finally. I'm missing my little family a whole lot right now. I haven't seen my five-yr-old in over 6 weeks. He's going to be an inch taller.
I've been at the gym without fail, but I'm fairly disappointed that I don't think I'm really showing any results yet. Maybe my wife will be able to tell, but I can't. I know I'm gaining muscle, but my weight is only down about 5lbs now. I gained a little back. I would have thought the loss in weight would be a steady decline, despite the gain in muscle weight. Well, anyway, I know from the reading I've been doing and the testimonials I've seen, that the major results really start to show in month four. So I will just keep at it. The results I saw from people who kept it up for a whole year are total motivation.
I totally dreamed that I fucked around on my wife the other night. This dream wasn't displaced in time or anything. I was here, it was now, and I knew what I was doing. The girl wasn't even as nice looking as my wife, but she was being kind of down on herself, and I paid her a compliment, and she offered herself. Okay I woke before we actually did anything, but the intent was there. I felt kind of guilty when I woke up.
I think deep down this means I need to get laid. Thank goodness I'm going home in three days.
... Although Amanda Seyfreid =
Three more days and I get to go home finally. I'm missing my little family a whole lot right now. I haven't seen my five-yr-old in over 6 weeks. He's going to be an inch taller.
I've been at the gym without fail, but I'm fairly disappointed that I don't think I'm really showing any results yet. Maybe my wife will be able to tell, but I can't. I know I'm gaining muscle, but my weight is only down about 5lbs now. I gained a little back. I would have thought the loss in weight would be a steady decline, despite the gain in muscle weight. Well, anyway, I know from the reading I've been doing and the testimonials I've seen, that the major results really start to show in month four. So I will just keep at it. The results I saw from people who kept it up for a whole year are total motivation.
I totally dreamed that I fucked around on my wife the other night. This dream wasn't displaced in time or anything. I was here, it was now, and I knew what I was doing. The girl wasn't even as nice looking as my wife, but she was being kind of down on herself, and I paid her a compliment, and she offered herself. Okay I woke before we actually did anything, but the intent was there. I felt kind of guilty when I woke up.
I think deep down this means I need to get laid. Thank goodness I'm going home in three days.