Friday Nov 18, 2011

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A little down today.

I'm not updating this like I wanted.
I'm not going to the gym as often as I wanted.
I'm not drawing like I wanted.

I think I need to quit video games.
I think I get crushes too easily.
with people I have no business having crushes on.

I miss my friends.
I miss my family.
I miss my dog.

If my motivation could keep up with my conceptualizing I could be ruling the world.
Instead I get sidetracked by video games and masturbation.
Instant gratification. Instantly.



chachagirl:
U and I are more alike than u know.. Besides the obvious masturbating constantly.. Ha. What can I say, it's the best.. When u are bored, lonely, horny, tired, or need to wakeup it's just like a curall isn't it? And the crushes, don't I know! Especially on line crushes. They can be fun and harmless but also seemingly pointless and frustrating.. And I too am a big thinker with not so much follow through.. My SG blog is probably my biggest achievement!!
redefine00:
i hear all of that. having crushes on people i have no business having crushes on seems to be a specialty of mine.
lack of motivation, yep. no gym...yep. but it's slumps like these that help us grow more, eh? i'm just waiting for the growing and feeling good about said growth to occur.
keep on truckin, bud.

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