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Okay... one of the worst parts about moving... is I have to get rid of my puppy Kaiser... I am devastated. I love that damn puppy so much- it kills me inside. He and my cat Adolf have become best friends- and I am sure the cat will miss him too. I feel so bad- it's Kaisers 1st birthday on Friday... and I can't even look at the damn dog because it's just breaking my heart. Not only am I losing my puppy, but I'm losing my roomate- my other best friend. I am so not ready for all of this... as stupid as it sounds I don't want to be alone... but it's too late for that. This has been such a rough few months- I lose my job, my home and my two best friends... I keep hoping that this is all just a bad dream and I will wake up and everything will be A-OK... but I have to face reality... and we all know, reality sucks. I guess all I can do is just try to stay positive an believe that everything will work out for the best... the only bad thing is when I'm alone I tend to think about things too much, and those thoughts just lead to bad thoughts... this sucks so bad.

Anyone got any advice or words of wisdom or anyway to cheer a girl up out there? Sure know I could use a hell of a lot of it right now!