I woke up pissed off this morning. My second week eating vegan probably has something to do with it. Also, the last few times I've had sex I've been left hanging at the end. So pent up animal frustration and no meat have left me visualizing punching B (we'll just refer to him as that) in the face this morning. I am the perfect example...
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Peter Peter pumpkin eater
Had a wife and couldn't keep her
Put her in a pumpkin shell
And there he kept her very well.....and forgot about her
That was my life. In a pumpkin shell.
Had a wife and couldn't keep her
Put her in a pumpkin shell
And there he kept her very well.....and forgot about her
That was my life. In a pumpkin shell.
misterdoom:
Hmmm... I'd prefer a story about Peter eating his wife. That's what you should be looking out for... 
My phone pics aren't working for some reason, o well.
I should be happy today. I got an email from the place I tested for that I am ranked #1 among all of the candidates for the job! Yay me! So I should hear something soon. However, I was just competely shot down by the guy I'm with and I'm feeling like crap. Anyway, I'm...
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I should be happy today. I got an email from the place I tested for that I am ranked #1 among all of the candidates for the job! Yay me! So I should hear something soon. However, I was just competely shot down by the guy I'm with and I'm feeling like crap. Anyway, I'm...
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misterdoom:
Validation comes from within even though it does feel good when we get some from others. If someone's bringing you down... they suck and they shouldn't be in your life. Get rid of him and find someone that loves and appreciates you.
*Hugs*
*Hugs*
spooky520:
+1
it is a human need to be loved and appreciated. my ex would make me feel like shit all the time. tell me things like she didnt love me, never did ect... this really caused me to feel bad all the time which also made things bad at work and just in my life in general. it took me leaving her and time and some friends to make life better and get me to like myself again.......im in a fairly good place now. when i comes down to a woman...they will never get me down again. the only thing that gets me now is the thing with my parents............life isnt all roses and cherries i guess but we have to deal with what life gives us and move on......
it is most likely a good thing that the guy is gone, i think i would have gotten worse for you if he wasnt. i know he was really the only guy that has been in your life but how do you know the perfect guy isnt out there for you? you are a very beautiful woman....who is smart and funny (from what i read here). you deserve to be happy in life.
it is a human need to be loved and appreciated. my ex would make me feel like shit all the time. tell me things like she didnt love me, never did ect... this really caused me to feel bad all the time which also made things bad at work and just in my life in general. it took me leaving her and time and some friends to make life better and get me to like myself again.......im in a fairly good place now. when i comes down to a woman...they will never get me down again. the only thing that gets me now is the thing with my parents............life isnt all roses and cherries i guess but we have to deal with what life gives us and move on......
it is most likely a good thing that the guy is gone, i think i would have gotten worse for you if he wasnt. i know he was really the only guy that has been in your life but how do you know the perfect guy isnt out there for you? you are a very beautiful woman....who is smart and funny (from what i read here). you deserve to be happy in life.
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Got another crappy ass job today. Can't live off the scanty pay of an adjunct professor. Put out over 20 resumes in the last week. Took a job at a pet clothing store to make ends meet until a real job appears.
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whiskeyjesus:
Hang in there academic jobs do happen, I did the sessional thing for years but have a great position I love so don't give up hope!
eveyelle:
You guys have been so awesome with encouragement. The process is soooo slow. I don't know how they expect people to wait so long. I am waiting to hear about a job at the state university in town. I took a test Tuesday and I just read on the HR site that it could be three to four weeks before the results and my ranking are posted. Which means that the departments won't get the information until after that I believe. I needed a real job weeks ago, so I'm trying to hang on. I'm also waiting to hear about a job from a new Ikea that's opening up. They said they would send my offer in the next 1-2 weeks and I would start the day after Christmas. Probably not going to be the job I want, but at least I know I will have something other than the damn dog store that's only paing $7.00 per hour. My last check from teaching is in a few weeks so I'm starting to panic.
Just to torture myself more I've also decided to try going vegan for a couple of months to see if I can get leaner and stronger and build up my immune system. I ate waaaay too much junk, during grad school, so I thought I would just try it. I have had headaches for days and I have been not very nice to be around the last two days. I tried veggie tacos last night with fake ground beef and cheese. It was hard to swallow to say the least, but I'm also at the point where meat and dairy are starting to be unappealing. Never thought I'd be feeling like that. Anway, got to finish writing a boring lecture about the Cold War....
Just to torture myself more I've also decided to try going vegan for a couple of months to see if I can get leaner and stronger and build up my immune system. I ate waaaay too much junk, during grad school, so I thought I would just try it. I have had headaches for days and I have been not very nice to be around the last two days. I tried veggie tacos last night with fake ground beef and cheese. It was hard to swallow to say the least, but I'm also at the point where meat and dairy are starting to be unappealing. Never thought I'd be feeling like that. Anway, got to finish writing a boring lecture about the Cold War....
Sounds like you have a bunch of shit going on in your life... but from what I can see about you, you strike me as the kind of person who finds a way to hold it altogether even when you are just on the verge of falling to pieces, right? Do try to hang in there... sounds like there's good news on the horizon with the new job, and all that it will afford you. I'm also guessing that your girls find you to be amazing!!
PM me if you want some canning pointers, K?
if you are the typical italian woman i can see you worked up.....i know how it is....im the typical italian guy, get pissed and talk to myself and with my hands.....makes me laugh at myself....
hope you get the job....i would love to see you in a bikini, on the beach. lots of fun.
have a great sunday.....