I strongly dislike being married. In fact, I hate it. I'm freaking out about it, actually.
The feelings I had 18 months into my first marriage (get me OUT of here!!!!), I already started having just days into this one. It doesn't help that I married a total asshole. Marriage just made me realize what a total fucking asshole he actually is, and that with each day he becomes more and more of a complete asshole.
I already spent all of last weekend away from home in a hotel with my son, it got that bad... that I had to leave... I couldn't take it anymore.
I made a HUGE mistake and I don't know how to undo it.
I just stand here and listen to his endless bitching and ranting and I don't even hear him anymore. I hear this noise, and I see his mouth moving, but I don't even care now. I just know that I am miserable and unhappy and I made a huge, horrible, gaping error in judgement.
Now I am stuck here.
The feelings I had 18 months into my first marriage (get me OUT of here!!!!), I already started having just days into this one. It doesn't help that I married a total asshole. Marriage just made me realize what a total fucking asshole he actually is, and that with each day he becomes more and more of a complete asshole.
I already spent all of last weekend away from home in a hotel with my son, it got that bad... that I had to leave... I couldn't take it anymore.
I made a HUGE mistake and I don't know how to undo it.
I just stand here and listen to his endless bitching and ranting and I don't even hear him anymore. I hear this noise, and I see his mouth moving, but I don't even care now. I just know that I am miserable and unhappy and I made a huge, horrible, gaping error in judgement.
Now I am stuck here.
xoxo