what an awesome night. PSYCH
first off Deavon has done nothing but complain to me about anything and everything for the past few days and i just listen and offer advice when i can. i've been sick so i've been staying at my boyfriends house and he's been taking care of me. but whenever i was on campus and deavon wanted to do something, i did it, or i would come back to campus to see her.
since it's block party weekend we've been getting excited and planning what we are going to do. well we are supposed to go to ATO tomorrow. but tonight has been nothing but a fucking head ache. first off deavon was fine all day until she asked me what was happening tonight and i said "idk i thought you had plans" and she's like well you were part of them but whatever. so i reply "i didnt know i was but im just chilling here and dave is going out to the bar" then she shoots back with "im so sick of you blowing me off don't even reply" im like wtf im on campus looking for shit to do. then she just goes "oh". so about an hour later, im in the shower and i come out to like 5 texts from her like "where the hell are you?? wtf why are you blowing me off" so i tell her i was in the shower nd she just says come up to my room. im obviously not ready so i start to get dressed and shit, figuring since she asked me what i was doing that she was still looking. well apparently she had somewhere for us to go but didnt say so until she was knocking on my door yelling at me to hurry up. so the whole time im trying to get ready she is yelling at me to hurry up and fails to mention that she has people waiting for her, so i now look like an asshole. but every time i put something on she doesnt like it or has some complaint about it.
so about now im fed up with her shit.
but its not over.
so i just meet her outside, she calls me twice while i am on my way downstairs. (it takes more than 5 seconds to get my shit, get down the hall and go down the elevator) and i go outside to see her hanging all over this kid matt and basically ignoring her friend Ty. i ignore it and just start walking with them. Ty asks if im ok i just say yea im just sick. deavon basically leaves everyone else to fend for themselves to get into the party we are headed toand when we get there she comes over and starts talking to us like nothing happened and is talking shit about everyone at the party.
this is where i really get pissed off.
im standing next to Ty leaning on a table and her friends are around us kinda, deavon comes over and starts talking to everyone and stands in front of me, with her back to me so im like shut out. im like wtf deavon, rude. then she just leaves with Matt and this kid Corey who is in the frat we are at. so im there with Ty and deavons friends like uhm ok... then they all want to leave because the party sucks so i text deavon and say everyone wants to leave. shes like ok bye. so im like deavon you can't just leave your friend who came to see you. she's like "thats not my problem, im having fun". so i apologize to Ty because deavon is just being rude as fuck. Ty decides to just go downstairs to find deavon and the rest of us leave. mind you i've never really met these girls, so im like ok well im gunna just go back to my dorm.
so here i am, alone in my room. dave is at the bar and isnt responding to my texts and deavon is being the biggest bitch ever. oh and according to deavon i havent been a good friend the past couple of days. im like are you fucking kidding me?! i've done everything i normally do but i've been sick so i have less energy. i spent all day with her yesterday trying to make our shirts look cute for block party. do i get a thank you for making her shirt look cute and delaying my plans with my boyfriend to hang out with her? nope. i get her being a bitch to me.
sorry this is wordy and a narrative on a horrible night. i just needed to vent. i am so pissed off. i put up with a lot from deavon but this is just pushing it.
i kind of just want to cry. i had a fight with my room mate last night but we resolved it and i am fighting with deavon now over nothing. and im not one to just blame other people when im the on at fault, i havent done anything to deavon to make her angry.
ugh im just so upset. nothing is going as planned and i am slowly realizing i have no friends.
first off Deavon has done nothing but complain to me about anything and everything for the past few days and i just listen and offer advice when i can. i've been sick so i've been staying at my boyfriends house and he's been taking care of me. but whenever i was on campus and deavon wanted to do something, i did it, or i would come back to campus to see her.
since it's block party weekend we've been getting excited and planning what we are going to do. well we are supposed to go to ATO tomorrow. but tonight has been nothing but a fucking head ache. first off deavon was fine all day until she asked me what was happening tonight and i said "idk i thought you had plans" and she's like well you were part of them but whatever. so i reply "i didnt know i was but im just chilling here and dave is going out to the bar" then she shoots back with "im so sick of you blowing me off don't even reply" im like wtf im on campus looking for shit to do. then she just goes "oh". so about an hour later, im in the shower and i come out to like 5 texts from her like "where the hell are you?? wtf why are you blowing me off" so i tell her i was in the shower nd she just says come up to my room. im obviously not ready so i start to get dressed and shit, figuring since she asked me what i was doing that she was still looking. well apparently she had somewhere for us to go but didnt say so until she was knocking on my door yelling at me to hurry up. so the whole time im trying to get ready she is yelling at me to hurry up and fails to mention that she has people waiting for her, so i now look like an asshole. but every time i put something on she doesnt like it or has some complaint about it.
so about now im fed up with her shit.
but its not over.
so i just meet her outside, she calls me twice while i am on my way downstairs. (it takes more than 5 seconds to get my shit, get down the hall and go down the elevator) and i go outside to see her hanging all over this kid matt and basically ignoring her friend Ty. i ignore it and just start walking with them. Ty asks if im ok i just say yea im just sick. deavon basically leaves everyone else to fend for themselves to get into the party we are headed toand when we get there she comes over and starts talking to us like nothing happened and is talking shit about everyone at the party.
this is where i really get pissed off.
im standing next to Ty leaning on a table and her friends are around us kinda, deavon comes over and starts talking to everyone and stands in front of me, with her back to me so im like shut out. im like wtf deavon, rude. then she just leaves with Matt and this kid Corey who is in the frat we are at. so im there with Ty and deavons friends like uhm ok... then they all want to leave because the party sucks so i text deavon and say everyone wants to leave. shes like ok bye. so im like deavon you can't just leave your friend who came to see you. she's like "thats not my problem, im having fun". so i apologize to Ty because deavon is just being rude as fuck. Ty decides to just go downstairs to find deavon and the rest of us leave. mind you i've never really met these girls, so im like ok well im gunna just go back to my dorm.
so here i am, alone in my room. dave is at the bar and isnt responding to my texts and deavon is being the biggest bitch ever. oh and according to deavon i havent been a good friend the past couple of days. im like are you fucking kidding me?! i've done everything i normally do but i've been sick so i have less energy. i spent all day with her yesterday trying to make our shirts look cute for block party. do i get a thank you for making her shirt look cute and delaying my plans with my boyfriend to hang out with her? nope. i get her being a bitch to me.
sorry this is wordy and a narrative on a horrible night. i just needed to vent. i am so pissed off. i put up with a lot from deavon but this is just pushing it.
i kind of just want to cry. i had a fight with my room mate last night but we resolved it and i am fighting with deavon now over nothing. and im not one to just blame other people when im the on at fault, i havent done anything to deavon to make her angry.
ugh im just so upset. nothing is going as planned and i am slowly realizing i have no friends.
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ezekiel26:
shit sorry babe <3 if ya want to or need to vent anymore im here for ya!