i just want to live.
i want to stop being hung up on stupid things and live.
i want to be free from this burden that i've come to know as depression, and i want to be myself again.
you can tell me i'm great or beautiful or whatever as many times as you want; i won't believe you. don't waste our time.
im thick skinned and thick headed, but at the same time i can be a submissive little fucker. and i hate that. i wish the strong person i have inside would come out more often.
i wish i could stop being impulsive, but theres just something in me that can't help it. i can't stop. its a diagnosed problem. i want it to stop. i want to be able to do something and really think about it first, and think about the effects of my decisions. maybe i just need to grow the fuck up.
i want to stop being hung up on stupid things and live.
i want to be free from this burden that i've come to know as depression, and i want to be myself again.
you can tell me i'm great or beautiful or whatever as many times as you want; i won't believe you. don't waste our time.
im thick skinned and thick headed, but at the same time i can be a submissive little fucker. and i hate that. i wish the strong person i have inside would come out more often.
i wish i could stop being impulsive, but theres just something in me that can't help it. i can't stop. its a diagnosed problem. i want it to stop. i want to be able to do something and really think about it first, and think about the effects of my decisions. maybe i just need to grow the fuck up.
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Sometimes you go through lows in life but stay strong, hang in there and when you make it through to your happier days you will look back in retrospect just to find that things were under control. Life gets hard. You make it through and you become stronger. Life has lows and highs. You just have to endure the lows and know that the highs will come. Ive dealt with depression and i made it past it, so can you.
ive been through it before, and i thought it was gone, but then it snuck back up on me.