everafter

I don't know why I just feel kind of sad and distant. I have been feeling this way for a few days. No real reason. I guess I am just kind of feeling depressed and lonely. don't you love those times in your life when you just wish you could go to sleep and sleep for days, not have to face anyone or look at anyone or talk to anyone. Doesn't that sound nice? I keep getting this picture in my head of this girl with long dark hair sitting on the steps of this house on the street and its raining, and it just is sad, and I like it. She is completely soaked and water is dripping off her hair. Its in my head but I have never seen this actual picture. If anyone has it please let me know. I do realize that this makes no sense at all. It makes sense in my head, thats all that really matters to me right now. I wish someone REALLY understood.