i woke up sick today. i just want to lay in my bed and sleep. maybe thats why ive been so irritable at work. normally i love working with my kids but this week ive wanted to rip my hair out. i now realize its because i was getting sick. suuuuucks. my birthday is on the 21st.
kilcher:
Happy Anniversary!!

toxic:
Happy Happy Happy Anniversry Can't believe it's already been a lon g time how exciting! Also yes we must vacation together!
im trying to get better at the but ive found its been a month since my last post. i suck. to yet again update.. im working again thank god. apparently my boyfriend and i [who celebrate our anniversary on the 20th] are in fact getting married... one day. we just dont have time to consider actually getting engaged or making plans in the next you...
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toxic:
I love the hair! your so beautiful I miss you tons and tons sweets and thanks for the blog love
! I'll give you a call this weekend so we can chat! loves you 


eff. school is kicking my ass. i feel like i have no time for anything else.
and ps...
IF YOU LIVE IN THE JACKSONVILLE AREA AND YOUR JOB MAY BE HIRING... I NEED MONEY. HIT ME UP.
and ps...
IF YOU LIVE IN THE JACKSONVILLE AREA AND YOUR JOB MAY BE HIRING... I NEED MONEY. HIT ME UP.
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pacmanman:
i cant really help you with that. but your uber hawt and you get kudos for that!
toxic:
I miss you so much
so, being stressed and feeling as if youre going to kill someone pays off in school. i pulled a 4.0 out of my ass this semester.all A's.
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pacmanman:
dont ya just love pulling that stuff outta your ass??
toxic:
Congrats love!
holy shit...
my membership expired while i was out of town.
im back..
i miss yall
my membership expired while i was out of town.
im back..
i miss yall

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toxic:
Get better love I'll try to call you this weekend!
toxic:
Dear wife we need an update blog thank you very much! LOVE YOU!
im at a fork in my road folks.
i adore my bf more than anything or anyone.
but at this point he's a little taken back by how serious our relationship is. we were super fine and then all the sudden its we spend to much time together, we talk to much, we got serious to fast. all our friends and his family keep bombarding...
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i adore my bf more than anything or anyone.
but at this point he's a little taken back by how serious our relationship is. we were super fine and then all the sudden its we spend to much time together, we talk to much, we got serious to fast. all our friends and his family keep bombarding...
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ef:
hang in there.....
I would give you great advise, but I think that would do no good.
good luck with school and classes.
I would give you great advise, but I think that would do no good.
good luck with school and classes.
toxic:
I know further away 

i told my now ex-boss to fuck off today. it made me feel good. and im burning my work shirt. i still have to finish xmas shopping. i hate this part of the holidays. shopping is no fun when its competitive. uhm. i about have my boyfriend convinced that its okay for me to take my clothes off for SG which is good since i...
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eryck:
Merry Christmas and WOOHOO!!!!! More pics comin?
toxic:
I was so happy to talk to you on the phone...you always make me feel better
I love and miss you!


so, things are going pretty good. who knew that could happen. i got a new job. yess! im so about to walk into my current job look at my boss and say "fuck you im out!" and it pays better soooooo... im getting a new place in march
the plus side to being back in my home town is that i know what i like...
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toxic:
I miss you soooo much 

fullmoonkisses:
I tell my boss to go fuck herself regularly, and she just laughs!

i need to sleep.
ive barely been able to since he left.
you never realize how empty a house feels with half your heart missing.
i realized i love him.
i dont know how to tell him.
i talked to his sister about it.
its weird being at this point in my life.
i thought it would take another 10 years to get here.
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ive barely been able to since he left.
you never realize how empty a house feels with half your heart missing.
i realized i love him.
i dont know how to tell him.
i talked to his sister about it.
its weird being at this point in my life.
i thought it would take another 10 years to get here.
our...
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ef:
lots of goals are good.....
getting fed all the time......just like my family....got to love it, but the struggle to loose that extra you is hard, but sometimes worth the company that led you there
getting fed all the time......just like my family....got to love it, but the struggle to loose that extra you is hard, but sometimes worth the company that led you there

pacmanman:
<3
I was going to move back to Germany if that white dude got elected..... now I'm stuck here again
maybe I can be proud of this country again and get my citizenship finally. Dual citizenship in case 8 years from now the incredible president Palin rules the world...