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i wish i could say ive been busy with something wondefully interesting and thats why i havent been on much but i havent. its the same ol same ol. im slammed at work. oh well, i feel pretty damn lucky to have a job with the economy the way it is. i definatly dont get mad about working so much. uhm..

im trying to think of exciting things to post.. ill be in school this summer. im just trying to move through it as quick as possible. after the summer ill only have like 3 years left. .that seems like its a lot but is not. haha. im going all the way through my masters so 3 years isnt a thing.

im starting to look into getting my own place around january. i know its a bit off but im so involved with school i just dont have the ability to work the over 40 hours id need to live alone in florida. with much consideration i dont think im going to stay with my boyfriend. at least in the same house. we were planning on moving in together soon but i think im going to let him do it alone then ill do it alone. i just don think were ready for that. even after almost 2 years we just cant seem to make it work sometimes. i reeally dont think its from our lack of love or wanting to be together but were both at two very different points in life and were both still learning a lot about ourselves and its hard to go through everything were both dealing with individually and make it work. but we try and we know that if we can get through these things then we'll make it.

things really arent bad right now and havent been for a bit. im just over stressed and it makes things seem much worse. oh well, hopefully things will settle soon.

oh and i had to move my trip to portland back because i couldnt take time off but it looks like i may go in late july or august so yay.

goodnight my loves
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