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im at a fork in my road folks.
i adore my bf more than anything or anyone.
but at this point he's a little taken back by how serious our relationship is. we were super fine and then all the sudden its we spend to much time together, we talk to much, we got serious to fast. all our friends and his family keep bombarding me with their advice (whether i want it or not) they swear hes freakin out becuase he hasnt been in a relationship in a while but come on, how much am i supposed to deal with. i can take it right now, my life is so hectic that i cant see him anymore than i do nor can i talk to him that often so maybe its good. it gives me space to take care of my shit and it gice him space to deal with his. but im not living like this for too long. i just cant. it sucks.

in other news. im completly registered for school. go me. im dreading history. im just no good at it. but i have to take it and get it over with. im scared of statistics too. yikes. but by the end of summer i should be sailing smoothly through my classes. i decided to get the shit ones over with this semester and summer semester.

also, i found a new job. yep. im back to being a barista. butt, i interviewed at a law firm for a receptionist position and the lawyer who owns the firm is super rad. i love her. i want that job so bad and it will put me back in a place finacially where i can live on my own again. i miss freedom. a lot.

i believe thats all the updating i have. im sorry i dont write as much as i used to. i just dont have the time. i miss toxic and a certain someone else though.

xoxo
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