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i realized today i havent posted in like 2 weeks.
thats how you know my life is crazy.
i dont really have much to say besides...
im alive. and swamped.
hope everyones doing good.
i miss everyone on the site and i wish i had more time right now to talk.
but it should be calm after halloween passes.
ill post pics from the party...
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i realized i didnt post my myspace link correctly.
haha. im such a genius!


myspace.com/bestheartbreak_ever

there ya go. NOW you can talk to me.

who lives in florida?
ill need new friends as of tomorrow.

ill be limited to SG time at first when i move.
ill have to use the internet at work so..

www.myspace.com/bestheartbreakEVER

i can keep in touch that way. its much easier.

i fought the urge to speak to him [not my crazy ex.. duhh toxic] yesterday.
today im fighting the urge to cry.
can someone tell me how to get over a person who had your heart for over a year??


UGH. HE'S PROBABLY READING THIS NOW.
therefore making me seem even more hopeless

i move next week.
im actually getting exicited.
ive been talking to...
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oh wow. so im moving to florida.
it wasnt my first choice but it appears to be the safest.
haha.
by that i mean, i somehow ended up with a crazy ex.
he is restraining order worthy.
i had to block him from both myspaces,
my phone.
i have to move all the way home, because he has no idea where that is...
all to...
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I'm trapped in this damn city. I wanted to come home so bad, I had to, but when I look back at it I think I just wanted to get out of California and home was the easiest and quickest way out. Now, I'm stuck in this city where you can't even walk outside of your apartment at night or around the campus because you...
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football, burgers, and beer anyone???




GO GIANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wristband day im goin to the fair for freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i love being in this city cause i know people. that get me free junk. i love the fair. and funnel cake and pronto pups. im super excited. suuuuuuuuuper excited. im out.

i lost my job today. i hope my boss dies a slow painful death and burns in hell. its not like with the shitty schedule she was giving me i could pay my bills in the first place. now im even more fucked. thank you coorporate america for constantly stomping on the little people. assholes.


im slightly enraged right now. im sorry.

playboy is having open auditions here in november. im thinkin about going to them. theyre auditioning for playmates, cyber girls, and their online magazine. also for guest spots in the playboy magazine. what do you think???

im exhausted. i dont really want to have a party at my house tonight, nor do i want to attend one today, but thats the exhaustion speaking. any other day id be down. uhm. im finding that somehow i started to like a boy and i dont know when it happened nor why it happened but who am i to argue with it. ill just...
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