recorded the cows today.
later
in the house
the farmer stood in the doorway like a rock
with my headphones on
fascinated.
imagine,
fascinated by the sounds of his own cows,
as if he'd never heard them before.
and i wondered if he heard something there that i did not.
maybe he could read in the sound of their breath
an opinion
about the food,...
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later
in the house
the farmer stood in the doorway like a rock
with my headphones on
fascinated.
imagine,
fascinated by the sounds of his own cows,
as if he'd never heard them before.
and i wondered if he heard something there that i did not.
maybe he could read in the sound of their breath
an opinion
about the food,...
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ohsoordinary:
That's really cool. He probably never realized how much he loved them until you did that.
lets see, there's spain, bremen, chris, leeds.,., fleur, tree.,., karel, there's shoes to finish building, and a book to finish writing. theres plans for a new article, theres pot to process.., ... helena to talk to. manu and olivia to visit. std nbg to finish application for... um.. 60 things to apply to and book cello gigs. and oklo to finish. ...
for a broke...
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for a broke...
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ohsoordinary:
I send you good vibes,
((((((( vibes )))))))
((((((( vibes )))))))
ive been meaning to say this for some time now
it may be the moon of course
which, when i came into the house tonight, i tried to find the lightswitch for
(save electricity. global warming and all)
am i endager of loosing my dreams?
is there any chance she will say yes?
not much.
i havent sent it yet, but each day i say...
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it may be the moon of course
which, when i came into the house tonight, i tried to find the lightswitch for
(save electricity. global warming and all)
am i endager of loosing my dreams?
is there any chance she will say yes?
not much.
i havent sent it yet, but each day i say...
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4 letters: s u r e.
not the longest letter ive ever received. but "sure" is pretty good.
obviously it depends on the question. can i sleep with you tonight? or, if send a letter to this address, will it get to you? still, im happy to have heard from her. yes, i know, im one sick duck, but how do you know if the...
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not the longest letter ive ever received. but "sure" is pretty good.
obviously it depends on the question. can i sleep with you tonight? or, if send a letter to this address, will it get to you? still, im happy to have heard from her. yes, i know, im one sick duck, but how do you know if the... Read More
eventide:
i went to the studio on my day off today. ("day off" from going to the studio i mean). not that i train that long and hard these days.,.,., but i am consistent!! came home high from choreography. this new loop is staggering. well, to me. today. i can hardly wait till fleur comes. MONDAY!!! then we dance till we drop. so much to do try . notes. and then theres big. and the letter. isnt that funny? i mean, in the sense of typical life irony. that now when i finally have her permission and her address, and a letter that has been approved by my closesst friends, exactly now, after so many days of thinking about it, burning about it, , that after all that, two years of all that, i have the chance and suddenly, IN THAT VERY MOMENT im not so sure anymore. i offer 20,000 clams for the project. and my right arm and my life blood. i think ill send it though. of course i will. i have to. i think. still the pause it interesting .
you know the kurasawa film woman of the dunes (maybe its not kurasawa)? the last scene. he finds the way out. he can escape, but doesnt. something has put it in perspective.
you know the kurasawa film woman of the dunes (maybe its not kurasawa)? the last scene. he finds the way out. he can escape, but doesnt. something has put it in perspective.
ohsoordinary:
Making love in forest. Sounds... complicated.
its not a place anyone is likely to ever find me...
ok, you know the story of the catapillar and his transformation,
i believe that is me. and this grass jungle, way down here, beneath your feet
it has served me well.
but it is almost time for the re-emergence-. something i feel. i feel tonight.
by sitting, and thinking as strongly as my physicist...
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ok, you know the story of the catapillar and his transformation,
i believe that is me. and this grass jungle, way down here, beneath your feet
it has served me well.
but it is almost time for the re-emergence-. something i feel. i feel tonight.
by sitting, and thinking as strongly as my physicist...
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it was a hard afternoon and evening. i mean easy. i mean confused. i rehearsed then, didnt think about it. or anything. but insurance. ha ha ha. i wish i hadnt registered myself after all. its not expensive, but its against my zen philosophy .
i think i will stop yelling at them. i sent everything to lawyers. basta.
i feel that burning though. its...
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i think i will stop yelling at them. i sent everything to lawyers. basta.
i feel that burning though. its...
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optimistic. feel powerful, like the injun in the last scene of one flew over the coo-coos nest.
talked to erich. listen to tracks from chris. oohhhh cello. the oklo has a certain sense. i know it boarders on solipsism.,, or that lurks lets say, but hey, but arent we? i mean some artists abstract it, i like the sudden stumbles into ABSO-fucking-LUTE honesty. and the...
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talked to erich. listen to tracks from chris. oohhhh cello. the oklo has a certain sense. i know it boarders on solipsism.,, or that lurks lets say, but hey, but arent we? i mean some artists abstract it, i like the sudden stumbles into ABSO-fucking-LUTE honesty. and the...
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ive done nothing but work on the new web site, and splits. for weeeeeeks. and water the plants. mary j wana. enough to put me away i suppose, for a long time. i dont ask for anything for my work. and i dont smoke either. its just that i like taking care of them and feeling useful. i like how i smell each day with...
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workd today. i guess thats what its called when you do things you have to grit your teeth through.
well, ok, its not as bad as all that. around 4 a big mug of iced coffee, good and filled with good espresso and cream and sugar and mineral water and lots of ice. a chunk of dark chocolate, good to go. non-stop, 6 hours later...
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well, ok, its not as bad as all that. around 4 a big mug of iced coffee, good and filled with good espresso and cream and sugar and mineral water and lots of ice. a chunk of dark chocolate, good to go. non-stop, 6 hours later...
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in nbg. again.. ok. fine. friends. its summer. life is easy, and
strange...
eliza stayed for a week. greek godess. beautiful and young as sinn.
what does it mean, in the larger picture? well, who cares. eat cake.
strange...
eliza stayed for a week. greek godess. beautiful and young as sinn.
what does it mean, in the larger picture? well, who cares. eat cake.