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Sunday Sep 04, 2005

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boy that week end blew by. jees. laid down in the warm grass. sang songs to myself, wondering if anyone could hear me. went to the studio for barre, and then SUDDENLY wsa so sleepy. that s how it happens. stretched. did the barre anyway. patched up some parts. worked on a pretty cool allegro, or whatever their called, phrases. the workmen were painting everything green. exchanged a few words with another human being. fixed my smtp. thought of her 16000 times. which is 2 times less than yesterday. wrote nicole an email and told her that one reason i liked her was that i pretend sometimes that she is she. jeesus. i know im too honest- but its me. and anyway, i believe in honesty. baked an amazing wonderful bread with broccoli and cashews in it and pepper corns on it. too much for me... anyone want a hunk of bread? ill post it overnight. fedex. it smells really good. looks really good. heres a picture


what else. called dad. talked about ... its funny when i do my job or talk professor talk with someone , i always smile inside, because i know, secretly, that it is all an act , and that really i dont belong here at all. its like im pullin g a con...
eventide:
remind me to tell you a story about that credit card. ok. thanks. ok , heres the story: its a hot card. i went to rent a car once, years ago and had to put a card down, with my name on it, so i used that one, and the lady looked up the number inthis big book of illegal numbers, this was before on-line everything. and i looked from my side, and for some reason i read upside down sometimes better than right side up (im dyslexic) and i saw my number. but she didnt and gave us the car. : )
(it got illegal in the 80s after i used it to finance our first european tour). i kept is as a suvenier, and because they told me to send it back or i would be criminal. which i preferred to be i gues... now i use it to police dough. thank you amex!

[Edited on Sep 04, 2005 3:46PM]

[Edited on Sep 04, 2005 4:01PM]
Sep 4, 2005

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