eventide

cool day. i keep getting these bursts of ... i dont know... inspiration.

i feel like something is coming up.

i didnt go outside all day. didnt stretch or do yoga. once.

2 of my 5 accounts are maxed out in debt. and im alone in this world. and still i feel quite ok.

strange.

something helena smsed me yesterday, "we chant to keep back the ghosts of barking dogs, and in our small ly way we make our things... " something like that. and ,

in the train, coming home from performing in bremen,

i began to cry, i felt so happy and alive. for i remembered , yes, thats right, chant ,

and yes! i dont have to be big

and since then i have been happy and feel clear

it will pass of course :

oh la oh la la la... im sleeping on the floor tonight on some latex., it feels like camping out

))))