it was a hard afternoon and evening. i mean easy. i mean confused. i rehearsed then, didnt think about it. or anything. but insurance. ha ha ha. i wish i hadnt registered myself after all. its not expensive, but its against my zen philosophy .
i think i will stop yelling at them. i sent everything to lawyers. basta.
i feel that burning though. its the artist in me. and she, or no one is here . only a vision of a dream of a love far far away. lost, already with 17. now i only want towork with it . no real hope of its return. any one i ever loved, i loved too much. did i ever leave one? petra i suppose, though i doubt i ever loved her. sport it was. no i was alone. no. we are still together.
you know i am very happy tonight. i would love to laugh with you though, or anyone. fuck shira, just to hear her moan. to wake up and make one of my jokes, and then hear someone laugh. ha ha. i am only half alive? i do age though, with full speed
i think i will stop yelling at them. i sent everything to lawyers. basta.
i feel that burning though. its the artist in me. and she, or no one is here . only a vision of a dream of a love far far away. lost, already with 17. now i only want towork with it . no real hope of its return. any one i ever loved, i loved too much. did i ever leave one? petra i suppose, though i doubt i ever loved her. sport it was. no i was alone. no. we are still together.
you know i am very happy tonight. i would love to laugh with you though, or anyone. fuck shira, just to hear her moan. to wake up and make one of my jokes, and then hear someone laugh. ha ha. i am only half alive? i do age though, with full speed