anyone out there have any experience with suicide? 
hmmm. can you do it and change your mind later?
maybe its time. i did a good life. really im happy with it. but maybe its enough now.
im not depressed, just have an unusual opinion. what better piece of art can there be?
and, in my case, how little it would matter to anyone. ive pretty much managed to cut all bonds and burn all bridges. yey!!!
hmmm. can you do it and change your mind later?
maybe its time. i did a good life. really im happy with it. but maybe its enough now.
im not depressed, just have an unusual opinion. what better piece of art can there be?
and, in my case, how little it would matter to anyone. ive pretty much managed to cut all bonds and burn all bridges. yey!!!
ronja:
i want a gong more than a zen gong. they don't have a good sound. well, not deep enough. i want a paiste gong (www.paiste.de). and i want to play it as instrument and get people in trance and meditation. gong meditations are sooo intense.