eventide

in b ed reeasssoonably early. im reasonably reasonable. rehearsing. sometimes you feel so good in the evening, after creating you feel alive. its a strange and irrational thing that is, i dont really THINK about what i am making sometimes and yet it it fuels me i guess. unseen. its a nice dance. maybe the best chunk of pure movement i have ever made. who knows? whats best. anyway, i like it. my eyes do. three women. i was thinking while watching them dancing their butts off for me. so honestly and beautifully, i was thinking, ijts a very cool delegation of responsibility. it seemed so natural and equal. they become my dream. with trust, and i pay them of course, but its an amazing thing all the same.