show went well. really well. we be good. too bad we re splitting up. well, maybe we re not. or not completely. lets see what comes along.
the question before me now is... starting back. yes, making things like that, is not the same as making things you believe in. and working with opera singers is not the same as working with dancers. the difference is, i have to become a dancer again. myself. a real one. im not a complete catastrophy ,but its like the level of movement committment is about to quadruple. which is ... it just makes you... this is scary. doing this alone, getting started. IS THE HARDEST THING OF ALL. helena said, do 30 min of yoga , before coffee. before bathing. before fucking thinking. ..!! she made me cry when she said this because
she
understands
me
the question before me now is... starting back. yes, making things like that, is not the same as making things you believe in. and working with opera singers is not the same as working with dancers. the difference is, i have to become a dancer again. myself. a real one. im not a complete catastrophy ,but its like the level of movement committment is about to quadruple. which is ... it just makes you... this is scary. doing this alone, getting started. IS THE HARDEST THING OF ALL. helena said, do 30 min of yoga , before coffee. before bathing. before fucking thinking. ..!! she made me cry when she said this because
she
understands
me