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Tuesday Oct 10, 2006

Oct 9, 2006
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slept in the studio again. i like itmore now that it has wireless lan... im the big studio now, curled up in the morning too-light in my bed, a latex matress on the floor. yes, i found my matress. they had put in a deep storage room - a hint maybe, but maybe i just need to return to the deep storage every morning. i like these guys, whatever they want to tell me is fine with me. ive discovered, cat-like, that i can land on my feet. that at least.
no im ok. seratonin levels check out in the green zone. green is good. thinking about explosions... wondering if i can get help from Her. wondering if i should explode something, or just talk dance project images about explosions. music of explosions. rent a killer sound system? somehow im thinking against it. i want to try to stay human this time. intimate, and personal. these women. me.
have to work fast, and efficient. but we can. i saw the repetitors doing it in the opera. wow. those guys rock.
ok. here we go. zen today. zen everyday now. back to life. back to reality, right, arete?
arete:
RIGHT! i'm at work right now. it sucks. and is so real that it makes my eyes hurt.

and yes, the cherry cola place. so much meat. oh god.

your entry is really interesting.and i could go for some extra seratonin right now. without the follow up shortage.

xo
Oct 11, 2006

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