eventide

what is this? philip glass maybe. life certainly seems sad and slipery tonight. has she returned from the lapland? the of whom i do not speak.
i made a list of the things i need to do today- didnt DO any of them ,. but , hey, isnt that a kind of progress anyway?
its a long list. and i have... 60 unread emails.
this is all fine... what is not is that .. i dont know. that my life is still in a kind of holdin g pattern. yyyyeeeaaaaaaarrrrrnnnnnnnn

i know what i want. what i want to do. WOW!!! who can say that--., hey, but it is j u s t out of reach. breathe robert. wait patiently as the trees. it has been a year.
that is not so very long. wait 2. 3. see who you are then? she. if your dream still burns within you.

you, who ever no one , you are, reading, you, may be surprised to hear tha t i was once a fairly normal person.
this . thing-. i speak of . (ask me what it is) what i live for here, , miles i mean MILES from anyone . (just try find obergrnignen on the map!)
this thing, this creation .. just to be clear, . . it is not something i would wish on you...