eventide

back at last on line. now i live way out in the country in germany. in a big crazy house full of children and nice adults too. what a change. ok. so down to business: reality, right.
spinach. um. these words.

ok, no home, no job, no ... girlfriend? i dont know. are you my girlfriend nikki? anyway, friends have i! and some ideas. and a few things i can do pretty well, if i get the chance.

margit said today, i guess you cant really sit zen here in this environment. "wrong", i said. "thats way too easy. it doesnt depend on the right place or household or ... anything. it depends on you. that is, me. it can be hard to do it alone too". so i sat zazen this evening. and have been doing yoga every morning with the other adults here.