it was a hard afternoon and evening. i mean easy. i mean confused. i rehearsed then, didnt think about it. or anything. but insurance. ha ha ha. i wish i hadnt registered myself after all. its not expensive, but its against my zen philosophy .
i think i will stop yelling at them. i sent everything to lawyers. basta.
i feel that burning though. its...
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i think i will stop yelling at them. i sent everything to lawyers. basta.
i feel that burning though. its...
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optimistic. feel powerful, like the injun in the last scene of one flew over the coo-coos nest.
talked to erich. listen to tracks from chris. oohhhh cello. the oklo has a certain sense. i know it boarders on solipsism.,, or that lurks lets say, but hey, but arent we? i mean some artists abstract it, i like the sudden stumbles into ABSO-fucking-LUTE honesty. and the...
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talked to erich. listen to tracks from chris. oohhhh cello. the oklo has a certain sense. i know it boarders on solipsism.,, or that lurks lets say, but hey, but arent we? i mean some artists abstract it, i like the sudden stumbles into ABSO-fucking-LUTE honesty. and the...
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ive done nothing but work on the new web site, and splits. for weeeeeeks. and water the plants. mary j wana. enough to put me away i suppose, for a long time. i dont ask for anything for my work. and i dont smoke either. its just that i like taking care of them and feeling useful. i like how i smell each day with...
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workd today. i guess thats what its called when you do things you have to grit your teeth through.
well, ok, its not as bad as all that. around 4 a big mug of iced coffee, good and filled with good espresso and cream and sugar and mineral water and lots of ice. a chunk of dark chocolate, good to go. non-stop, 6 hours later...
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well, ok, its not as bad as all that. around 4 a big mug of iced coffee, good and filled with good espresso and cream and sugar and mineral water and lots of ice. a chunk of dark chocolate, good to go. non-stop, 6 hours later...
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in nbg. again.. ok. fine. friends. its summer. life is easy, and
strange...
eliza stayed for a week. greek godess. beautiful and young as sinn.
what does it mean, in the larger picture? well, who cares. eat cake.
strange...
eliza stayed for a week. greek godess. beautiful and young as sinn.
what does it mean, in the larger picture? well, who cares. eat cake.
met a girl in schiphol, jet lagged as hell. and it was her shoes, i mean, that caught my eye. and i was ready to marry her in 5 minutes. just because of her shoes and tits. she was on her way to iceland to write a report on the scene there.
her name was, no is, ulga. doesnt fit. but nothing did that day....
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her name was, no is, ulga. doesnt fit. but nothing did that day....
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eventide:
so your branching out.
i read the link. wow. we are getting educated. i never new all these things. interest they talk about causes, and cures, like its a disease . reminds of x-men. of which im a big fan.
my father is ambidextrous. his parents are from eastern europe, like the wiki says is more common. what a cool word. i always loved that word. writing is a little dumn lefthanded,., unless i guess you live in one of those places with "backwards" writing . like japan or isreal. i wonder if people consider it a gift in those places.
im sore from rehearsing. i just started up again., , well i always go to the studio, but for the past months ive been pretty lazy. now im actually working on something. its such a cool feeling. ask me and ill tell you more. ... : )
i read the link. wow. we are getting educated. i never new all these things. interest they talk about causes, and cures, like its a disease . reminds of x-men. of which im a big fan.
my father is ambidextrous. his parents are from eastern europe, like the wiki says is more common. what a cool word. i always loved that word. writing is a little dumn lefthanded,., unless i guess you live in one of those places with "backwards" writing . like japan or isreal. i wonder if people consider it a gift in those places.
im sore from rehearsing. i just started up again., , well i always go to the studio, but for the past months ive been pretty lazy. now im actually working on something. its such a cool feeling. ask me and ill tell you more. ... : )
"poem for a reunion not likely to happen any time soon"
speak to me
in the language of thorns
and roses
for i have crossed a great ocean to be here
and my sleeves have worn thin
from what i carry there.
my teeth
and this sky,
they know better
but my abandoned soul
has forgotten
nothing.
i hear chattering in an open window
and...
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speak to me
in the language of thorns
and roses
for i have crossed a great ocean to be here
and my sleeves have worn thin
from what i carry there.
my teeth
and this sky,
they know better
but my abandoned soul
has forgotten
nothing.
i hear chattering in an open window
and...
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IMAGINE
even without coffee
or sunshine
joy comes into my heart
heart, yes, i love - its funny, we always think of that as needing a partner
i dreampt though, she had slept on the floor near my bed, a stranger, a young woman
and i went to her bedroll, and felt that it was warm - shes was...
ah yes in the shower and...
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even without coffee
or sunshine
joy comes into my heart
heart, yes, i love - its funny, we always think of that as needing a partner
i dreampt though, she had slept on the floor near my bed, a stranger, a young woman
and i went to her bedroll, and felt that it was warm - shes was...
ah yes in the shower and...
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imagoldfish:
Well, it was on my left arm when the picture was taken, though it appears to be on my right arm in the picture, so although it may be switching sides other times, the explanation here is the camera. Furthermore, one can observe the same effect in other pictures taken by that camera. So while it may be awfully dull to attribute it to such a basic cause, I am content to do so.
love? yes i think. but where?
i went into my forest, and spoke slowly, with my eyes closed
then i tried to remember what id said, and i wrote it down on a stick
which i left there
two things: the spring of 2007, will be a time of decision and change
the choice of what
and the preparations i need to make, this is...
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i went into my forest, and spoke slowly, with my eyes closed
then i tried to remember what id said, and i wrote it down on a stick
which i left there
two things: the spring of 2007, will be a time of decision and change
the choice of what
and the preparations i need to make, this is...
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morning. waiting for gabi. she joins me for zen. life is strange, isnt it? all the things that are, and werent. i think of billy in new york, with his daughter. its like, it mmight have worked. i think it might have. im not sure what i did wrong exactly. with helena especially- you think it still can? what? having offspring with someone? hm. She...
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came to nrnberg for some studio time. (they wont let me in the studio out in the country during the holidays).
sun is up. me too. had tea with breakfast tea as bee. now need to see if i can move more than just my hips. start with zen. ooooh. i love you too
sun is up. me too. had tea with breakfast tea as bee. now need to see if i can move more than just my hips. start with zen. ooooh. i love you too
morgan:
I actually know what you mean. I've gotten more and more sane over the years, but it's hard to understand why I can still be completely nonsensical sometimes.
uni:
Well I don't know what to answer in any language. 
fucking fuck fuck new years. i hate this day. i hate this year. this day. this night.
one day closer to death, right? i have so many fine friends. just, not the right one-
shira said i want it this way. i want the tangle. i build it. i seek it. yeh, well, doctor, you tell me. tell me how not to fuck myself next...
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one day closer to death, right? i have so many fine friends. just, not the right one-
shira said i want it this way. i want the tangle. i build it. i seek it. yeh, well, doctor, you tell me. tell me how not to fuck myself next...
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