Is how I'm feeling. Every day of the last few weeks I keep getting mail from the hospital or from my job about my retirement plan...
It's two different extremes. Saving my young life from an unpreventable condition and planning for my future as an old woman.
And all my friends are too busy or even now currently in their own situation in which my feelings apparently don't really matter.
Sure, I may be a bit PMS-y but damn... I want to scream and cry and just give up. It's just so much at once. And all my hopes to move out before the end of the year and pay my car off early and just get shit situated seem to be disappearing.
I just want the month to be over so I can go see and spend the weekend with @arsenic_
And on a happy side note, her set comes out tomorrow!! And I can't wait to see it!
Another one! In @bully's new set shot by @radeo(WHICH IS SO AWESOME SO CHECK IT OUT!), the Mexican blanket that's in my set is in her set and I fan girled so hard earlier!
Anyways, sigggh.
Xox <3
