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evenstar66

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Feb 24, 2014
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Ahahaha... I had too, sorry.

However, I feel I've experienced a lot of changes lately. Or I've only noticed recently.

I've managed to go out of my comfort zone a lot. Which is extremely unusual for me.

Or the old me? I don't know. But it feels great.

I've always been shy and timid with people and going out. I was always reluctant to do things, stand out, speak up and go out on my own.

All my jobs have come from having a foot in the door, so I've always kinda been unsure if people would have hired me if they didn't have someone speak up for me. So the fact I got my current lab position job without that kind of reenforcement has made me more comfortable with myself. Especially with having only recently graduated college. By no means is it a top notch biological job, but it's something.

The old me would have never gone out in high volume places with a bunch of strangers around. Crowded walk ways. In the clothes I like to wear now.

Like my day yesterday. I meet up with @arsenic_ @matthewomen @mah and her guy at universal for a fun birthday celebration for Matt. All of them are such sweethearts and wonderful.
I see and feel my life improving and it makes me happy. But I'm stuck in some ways. I can't expect everything to be perfect. I'll take what I can get and be happy and see the best parts of life. I can't wait for more great days spent with great people and new people and make new friends. I can't wait for my set to be ready to share with everyone on here. I can't wait to be open to people and not be scared because I feel like no one will understand.
So thank you all for the love now and in the future. I can't wait to share more!
xoxo
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
r3x:
I'm loving this wave of good feelings that's going around lately! May your life be as bountiful as your gym booty! What? It's SG... I gotta mention boobs and butts in every other comment.
Feb 27, 2014
evenstar66:
Bahahaha so true @r3x ;) it wouldn't be right otherwise!
Feb 27, 2014

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