evelynnrose

SO...
tODAY AT WORK i CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT i AM THE HAPPIEST i'VE BEEN IN YEARS, YA AN THIS HAPPENED AT WORK OF ALL PLACES. i AM MORE SATISFIED WITH ME AS A PERSON AND WHERE i'M GOING IN LIFE THEN i MIGHT HAVE EVER BEEN. i BELIEVE i AM FINALLY ABLE TO SEE WHO i THINK i AM, NOT WHAT EVERYONES THINKS i SHOULD BE. dOWN TO THE SIMPLIST THINGS LIKE SHOPPING FOR CLOTHS, i WENT SHOPPING YESTERDAY AND FELT COMFORTABLE IN EVERY SINGLE THING I GRABBED, WHICH ODDLY ENOUGH WAS ALL BLACK. tHE ONLY COLOR OF CLOTHING i BOUGHT YESTERDAY WAS BLACK(i COULDN'T BELIEVE IT)BESIDES A NEW PAIR OF GORGEOUS RED HELLS

SIDE BAR: aLOT OF THIS MIGHT NOT SOUND THAT SPECTACULAR TO SOME OF YOU BUT IF YOU KNEW ME yOU'D BE SO DAMN PROUD.

i'M FINALLY ABOUT TO MOVE OUT ON MY OWN AND LIVE BY MY RULES AND DECIDE WHAT I WANT TO DO. tHIS IS THE MOST LIBERATED i'VE EVER FELT. i CAN FINALLY GET ALL MY INK DONE WITH NO JUDGEMENT FROM PEOPLE AROUND ME BC i WILL NO LONGER BE SURROUNDED BY THOSE HORRIBLE PEOPLE AND i CAN FINALLY FINALLY GET MY MONROE RE-DONE. i HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS EVER SINCE..WELL...THOSE HORRIBLE PEOPLE MADE ME TAKE IT OUT BC THEY SAID IT MADE THEM LOOK BAD. i SAY TO THEM ......

eat a dick damnit!

i HAVE A BOYFRIEND THAT COULD N'T BE A BETTER BOYFRIEND IF i FUCKING MADE HIM MYSELF. hE IS MY ROCK. mY CUSHION WHEN I FALL.mY BEST FRIEND. hE HAS GOTTEN ME THROUGH MORE BAD AND THE HORRIBLE THAT WAS ONCE ME. i DON'T KNOW IF THERE WILL EVER BE A WAY TO PAY BACK FOR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. eXCEPT, OF COUSRE, JUST SPENDING ODDLES UPON ODDLES OF HOURS WITH ME



i AM THE FUNNIEST PERSON i KNOW! yOU WOULD ALL LOVE ME TOO. nO LIE. i ONLY LIE WHEN I WANT PEOPLE TO BELIEVE THINGS THAT AREN'T REAL

i PRACTICALLY DON'T KNOW ANY OF YOU OUT THERE bUT i love you all, KNOWING THAT YOU ARE ME AND i AM YOU DOES HELP ME SLEEP BETTER AT NIGHT. i CAN'T WAIT TO MEET ALL OF YOU AND MORE IMPORTANTLY i CAN'T WAIT FOR ANYONE TO MEET THE TRUE ME. i'M SO FUCKING EXCITED!

LIFE, YOU MAY BE A BITCH BUT, i'M A BIGGER ONE AND HERE i COME!