Most Depressing Day my arse...
Fuck them. Seriously. I may not have had the greatest day ever, but it sure as hell wasn't depressing.
Ok, so I forgot my work pass, meaning logging on to my PC this morning was a bit of a pain, not forgetting actually getting into the building in the first place. Apart from that, work was fine. I got a lot of stuff done and I feel that after weeks of stressing and panicking, things are starting to fall into place.
Then I get home and SG isn't working, so after hours of trying, I finally get on. Fuck, I'm such an internet addict.
On the way home, I got picked up by my Mum and Sister. I don't get on with my sister at the best of times. We are two very different people. She lives with my dad, I live with mum. It works. Last year though, she forgot my birthday. She was in the car with Mum and I on the day, and I, being the kind of guy that I am, I don't mention it. It's only when my mum says something that my sister admits she's forgotten her only brothers birthday but apparently she did buy me a gift.
I never did get that gift.
Fair enough. I didn't mind that much, but it's coming up to my sisters birthday on the 1st Feb this year, and I thought I wouldn't bother, I would just get her a card. After all, she only gone and got mum to buy her Beyonce tickets in London, so not only is she getting to see Beyonce, she gets a trip to London. To be fair, I don't give a shit about Beyonce, but I would have never asked for such a large gift for my birthday...I just think it's rude. I think the biggest "thing" I've ever asked for was a festival ticket, but I still had to pay for the rest.
Anyway, so she's getting that in May, but she still expects us to drop ship and got out for dinner or some such on the day itself. Now, I've gotten to the age where my family usually expects me to chip in at things like dinner etc...I obviously still get treated, but it's few and far between. So, when I have the "cheek" to say that I probably won't be able to go as I can't afford it (See last blog) I get a shouting, not only from my sister, but from my mum, who I thought would be the one person that would understand.
So apparently my attitude stinks and I should think hard about what's important to me. And you know what...I don't give a shit about my sisters bloody birthday. I really could care less. So she'll be getting a card, let alone anything else.
To take the piss further, apparently because the present I received for my 21st birthday from my sister was so expensive, I was meant to know that it was worth two years worth of gifts...even though, as I mentioned above, she forgets and says she's got me something.
It's all Bullshit.
I've asked for one thing this year, as I've learned that if I don't ask, I will never get...
And it's a Nintendo DS.
Compared to a weekend away to London (for her 20th birthday I may point out, not an 18th or a 21st...you know...a landmark birthday) I think a DS is more than fair.
I've just had enough of being made like the bad guy in the family...
She pisses me off to no end.
And still, here I am complaining like a spoiled brat.
Fuck them. Seriously. I may not have had the greatest day ever, but it sure as hell wasn't depressing.
Ok, so I forgot my work pass, meaning logging on to my PC this morning was a bit of a pain, not forgetting actually getting into the building in the first place. Apart from that, work was fine. I got a lot of stuff done and I feel that after weeks of stressing and panicking, things are starting to fall into place.
Then I get home and SG isn't working, so after hours of trying, I finally get on. Fuck, I'm such an internet addict.
On the way home, I got picked up by my Mum and Sister. I don't get on with my sister at the best of times. We are two very different people. She lives with my dad, I live with mum. It works. Last year though, she forgot my birthday. She was in the car with Mum and I on the day, and I, being the kind of guy that I am, I don't mention it. It's only when my mum says something that my sister admits she's forgotten her only brothers birthday but apparently she did buy me a gift.
I never did get that gift.
Fair enough. I didn't mind that much, but it's coming up to my sisters birthday on the 1st Feb this year, and I thought I wouldn't bother, I would just get her a card. After all, she only gone and got mum to buy her Beyonce tickets in London, so not only is she getting to see Beyonce, she gets a trip to London. To be fair, I don't give a shit about Beyonce, but I would have never asked for such a large gift for my birthday...I just think it's rude. I think the biggest "thing" I've ever asked for was a festival ticket, but I still had to pay for the rest.
Anyway, so she's getting that in May, but she still expects us to drop ship and got out for dinner or some such on the day itself. Now, I've gotten to the age where my family usually expects me to chip in at things like dinner etc...I obviously still get treated, but it's few and far between. So, when I have the "cheek" to say that I probably won't be able to go as I can't afford it (See last blog) I get a shouting, not only from my sister, but from my mum, who I thought would be the one person that would understand.
So apparently my attitude stinks and I should think hard about what's important to me. And you know what...I don't give a shit about my sisters bloody birthday. I really could care less. So she'll be getting a card, let alone anything else.
To take the piss further, apparently because the present I received for my 21st birthday from my sister was so expensive, I was meant to know that it was worth two years worth of gifts...even though, as I mentioned above, she forgets and says she's got me something.
It's all Bullshit.
I've asked for one thing this year, as I've learned that if I don't ask, I will never get...
And it's a Nintendo DS.
Compared to a weekend away to London (for her 20th birthday I may point out, not an 18th or a 21st...you know...a landmark birthday) I think a DS is more than fair.
I've just had enough of being made like the bad guy in the family...
She pisses me off to no end.
And still, here I am complaining like a spoiled brat.
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Try not to get too bogged down in it all and don't let it get to you.
xxx