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Yayyyy... I just got my certification in effective negotiating in the mail!!!! So awsome-I loved getting a suite on the penthouse floor at the Marriott downtown LA for $80 a few weeks ago. During the weekend no less

HAHAHAH tell me once and it's ON!!!!




HAHAHAH That crowd is fucking Belligerent!!!!!! LOve IT I wanna go play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are all flawed the degree to which a matter of skewed perception, that of ourselves vs others. Somehow that perception is truer in the middle. Not necessarily THEE Truth, but a truth. A truth is hunger. What hunger is? A perception. THEE Truth is - we must Feed!

I've made reservation from time to time to dine. My companion? Hmm...mesmerizing,compelling at times overbearing and...
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OH YAYYYYY....I had a great weekend and today was positively delightful running around the nude beach in New Smyrna and on the way home over I4 was not one, but TWO beautiful rainbows. They make me giggle, so do squirrels and sunflowers. I'd love to run around naked in a sunflower patch...ahhhhhh Oh and today TWO hot Girl/Girl sets....can't wait to check it out. Here...
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Sometimes we are still because the mind and/or body must rejuvenate. Sometimes silence is still deafening as the soul seems ready to move fourth, but the concsious knows not the way. I know the way, I see the path ahead of me...but still and silent I am restless,eagarly anticipating the unknown,chained and bitter till the time and path is clear.

How can one be blind...
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First I get a 3:30am call unknown number(actually it was 646...New York) Then I wake up to my phone still open next to me from where I wondered who it was, but didn't answer, to look over and see my closet door WIDE OPEN!!!

Yes my issues have bloody issues and I'mm ok with that. Mostly! So I lay in bed for like an hour...
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As I lay on the couch reading Beautiful Boy, I suddenly had this overwhelming urge to meditate. Like something was really telling me I had to do it right that moment, so i did. I suppose my mind has been trying to heal itself from these nasty demons that try and sneak up on me.

All the sudden I saw my grandmom sitting with my...
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I managed not to drink tonight....serious detox, off the sauce since um Saturday Night at HR Live. PS -Smashing Pumpkins GA seating only??? I don't care if they were filming PORN...no balcony? That would be another fine mess my roomie got me into. When I invited her ass to shows they were balcony, near bar and the loo and involved drinking heavily for free at...
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I don't need to be rescued.....I just need you to let yourself be.If only for a moment, if only with me. This is not about the possible outcomes. This is about us -in the now, being in the truth of ourselves, Existing in the truth we don't or can't share with most that are apart of our worlds. Even this, even here;my alter ego. Did...
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So today I feel


Sadly I've kept it to myself so long. Easier I thought. I can't make it make sense.....how do you just trust?


I suppose I don't really have a choice,but to just go with it and see where this leads me......but I feel like my soul is a raging ocean, stormy seas that I can't control......


I've never experianced this, not like...
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