No idea why I am so emotional this weekend- Stupid period and stupid Full moon!!!! I should take that back....I am very grateful I got my stupid period AGAIN this month as if the day before I left LA wasn't just special enough!
My trip was wonderful- I dont think I have ever been so at ease and myself with anyone in my life. I enjoy every little thing about him...almost! I am highly insecure when I don't hear from him. I wont bother rationalizing it, I just am and it is what it is. Nothing I can do about it.
I did take a few pics and will post- sorry none are nude, just really no time and not really feeling my best. In the new house still need to get my bedroom set, thankfully I finally have a vision of what pieces I want. I'm hoping to get it done in the next two weeks. Pieces are so much more time consuming then just getting a set, but I know what I want and have sourced a few places-it should come together nicely...I deserve that!!
Advanced to another departent- Business in a box-essentially selling people on buying into their own portion of the business. Makes me far happier than MSO- I'm thankful for having a job, but their comes a point where a person can only go but so far outside of themselves! This actually aligns nicely with my objective which is corporate and at the very least bi-coastal. The positions being added are in talks and dependent on budget, but they know they have a very strong LA base and its becoming more and more difficult for them to handle it from the east coast. Thus My argument for why I'll get what I want. First things first so patience is my main focus of concern right now, that and making sure I place myself in positions that help me maximze my career and life objectives! Lakeshore for a moment sounded like the right choice for me and still does-it appears however they are going with someone they already have a strong relationship with that is looking for a full time position now! C'est la vie. I am thankful for their interest, especially in knowing they would have had to relocate me and I am also thankful the head of HR got back to me quickly and honestly to let me know what direction they were taking! its nice to feel respected and something the current economic state has not afforded!!!!
EAT, Bath, sleep....better tommorow! I wish Case would call, besides wishing that I was in LA, I know not hearing from him is what is really setting me off and unfortunately I have to fight myself on whether he is busy in life or Im competing with some faceless bitch AGAIN. Life I support fully....this distance is just getting to me really bad these days....BUT I have to stay focused now. I'lll have everything I desire-I have to stay focused though!!!
My trip was wonderful- I dont think I have ever been so at ease and myself with anyone in my life. I enjoy every little thing about him...almost! I am highly insecure when I don't hear from him. I wont bother rationalizing it, I just am and it is what it is. Nothing I can do about it.
I did take a few pics and will post- sorry none are nude, just really no time and not really feeling my best. In the new house still need to get my bedroom set, thankfully I finally have a vision of what pieces I want. I'm hoping to get it done in the next two weeks. Pieces are so much more time consuming then just getting a set, but I know what I want and have sourced a few places-it should come together nicely...I deserve that!!
Advanced to another departent- Business in a box-essentially selling people on buying into their own portion of the business. Makes me far happier than MSO- I'm thankful for having a job, but their comes a point where a person can only go but so far outside of themselves! This actually aligns nicely with my objective which is corporate and at the very least bi-coastal. The positions being added are in talks and dependent on budget, but they know they have a very strong LA base and its becoming more and more difficult for them to handle it from the east coast. Thus My argument for why I'll get what I want. First things first so patience is my main focus of concern right now, that and making sure I place myself in positions that help me maximze my career and life objectives! Lakeshore for a moment sounded like the right choice for me and still does-it appears however they are going with someone they already have a strong relationship with that is looking for a full time position now! C'est la vie. I am thankful for their interest, especially in knowing they would have had to relocate me and I am also thankful the head of HR got back to me quickly and honestly to let me know what direction they were taking! its nice to feel respected and something the current economic state has not afforded!!!!
EAT, Bath, sleep....better tommorow! I wish Case would call, besides wishing that I was in LA, I know not hearing from him is what is really setting me off and unfortunately I have to fight myself on whether he is busy in life or Im competing with some faceless bitch AGAIN. Life I support fully....this distance is just getting to me really bad these days....BUT I have to stay focused now. I'lll have everything I desire-I have to stay focused though!!!