Hmmm...so I have no job now, I am cleaning out our house to drive back to my moms in Jersey which is making me ....NUMB! I have a feeling that somehow I will end up in NY with Jen in her alternate Universe - without the safety of WALLS and A DOOR that I pay for! And Mousie- is a fucking Narc. Why do all...
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evangelin:
LOL- I was actually not really even moving. We were walking and I was way behind because I was tired and not sure where the hell he was taking us. I could very well have been whining at the fateful moment LOL. How are you darlin?
phb:
God that picture is hot. 
**wanting you**
Hope all is well!
**wanting you**
Hope all is well!
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david_prophet:
Didn't mean to neglect you. SG has sort of fallen off my radar lately for some reason. I'll try to do better. 
evangelin:
All I have to say ( for the moment) I am getting so DAMMMNNNNN excited for Mid July> PANAMA CITY! You are all so going to likey....
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panther289:
We tend to remember we have a lot more muscles when all of them are strained. That treadmill is my worst enemy.
Have a great weekend.
Have a great weekend.
It is so frightening that no matter how much someone hurts you- it's never easy to walk away. I'm thankful for sinful distractions, I cant let another man ever be my Epicenter. FUCK that -hurt fades! Lesson learned...
mydogfarted:
Never your epicenter, always your partner. khoos and the girls are what my life revolves around, but she is my equal. My balance.
evangelin:
Your right and i dont know why I am so not in or overboard. i think part of being hurt is seeing the changes we have to make in our selves. Im learning I have to find balance- i'm to independant and free spirited to be bound that way and i could see where if i werent conscious of it repeat of a very bad relationship. That only I can take responsibility for so atleast I see clearly...and partner is the perfect scenario! NOW WTF why cant i see my video??? I was having a Marilyn Manson moment! LOL How are the girls???
Very intrigued...
If your cowardice ruins lives and your lies destroys trust and you would rather be a Poser then stand for your happiness like a Real MAN
jericho:
Sometimes angry music is the only thing the soul needs to hear.
Hope you are ok!
Hope you are ok!
jericho:
...and your beautiful 'sun-kissed' skin is one of the many things that makes you oh, so sexy! 
I hear you. Nobody wrote a rule book saying you had to be humble. Vent as much as you like. Throw pillows. Cut up his clothing. Do whatever YOU need to do to get that closure, that catharsis, because this is about YOU!
Well I'm originally I'm originally from London, England, then moved to London, Ontario, so I'm a double dose of white! I'm not very well hung and you should see me dance - it is terrible!
I hear you. Nobody wrote a rule book saying you had to be humble. Vent as much as you like. Throw pillows. Cut up his clothing. Do whatever YOU need to do to get that closure, that catharsis, because this is about YOU!
Well I'm originally I'm originally from London, England, then moved to London, Ontario, so I'm a double dose of white! I'm not very well hung and you should see me dance - it is terrible!
YIPPIEEEEEE... My books are here I am rebuilding my lost library! Replaced 1 must have and 4 four books I have been dying to get my hands on including Love Letters of great Men and Women: from the 18th century to the Present day!!! I'm actually excited to go to work and get this day over; Jen is on a plane, house to myself till...
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I am rebuilding my lost library! Replaced 1 must have and 4 four books I have been dying to get my hands on including Love Letters of great Men and Women: from the 18th century to the Present day!!! I'm actually excited to go to work and get this day over; Jen is on a plane, house to myself till... Read More
I feel the changes happening, she suggested slow and steady...this mind of mine asked for moderate, easy and perfect change. I feel like I've wasted a lifetime I was never meant to experience, taking that last minute challenge, jumping on the rollercoaster. I wonder for the 1st time ever; was this life so hard for my dear because he wasn't supposed to experience another? No...
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I really dont know why emotions have to suck so much?! Why do these feelings that we call love smother the shit out of relationships that were once fun and invigorating. How do we got so off track in these mundane declarations that we overlook the best parts of one another. Why do we choose to hide ourselves to make others comfortable? WHAT THE FUCK...
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phb:
Did you do anything exciting and naughty??!!
You could say that.
Where are you calling home these days?
Miss you!
macq:
Happy Holidays...and Happy New Year...
No idea why I am so emotional this weekend- Stupid period and stupid Full moon!!!! I should take that back....I am very grateful I got my stupid period AGAIN this month as if the day before I left LA wasn't just special enough!
My trip was wonderful- I dont think I have ever been so at ease and myself with anyone in my life. I...
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My trip was wonderful- I dont think I have ever been so at ease and myself with anyone in my life. I...
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Better days are coming.