Sadly I've kept it to myself so long. Easier I thought. I can't make it make sense.....how do you just trust?
I suppose I don't really have a choice,but to just go with it and see where this leads me......but I feel like my soul is a raging ocean, stormy seas that I can't control......
I've never experianced this, not like... Read More
I am now certified in level 1 basic form Qi gong. I can actually go out and teach this I am very proud of myself. Qi Gong, and Yoga are the perfect fit. Mary was really just thankful today. She cried after Yoga. NOW she understands what I have been saying about Theresa and Colvin( the owners and teachers) They are married and young and... Read More
So i met this guy saturday night working a party for my roomate. It went well PS. I am so proud of her starting her own Party and catering business. Glad she had the faith to get out of the rat race.......
Anyhow, this guy was one of the guests. Much older and wealthy. i can smell it. I always could smell affluence, that's why... Read More
I hope you don't think that I am too morbid. That video is a parody of how I see life sometimes. Some a-hole does something stupid and the innocent suffer.
I still try to be positive through all the bad stuff.
My mom is an aries and she is hard to handle. I don't know much about aries men.
So let him take you out. Make no promises and have no expectations. Just go out and have fun.
Dating gets to be such a game somtimes that it makes me not want to do it.
I walked by a pink house on a corner of a street near the lake. It's a street I never take or rarely......I did today and I was fine thinking of how Yoga was good but I just couldn't get myself present. Then as I was passing the house-I had the clearest feeling of everythng I've lost. In seconds I was back in Philly with... Read More
I'm being kidnapped, isn't that some shit? I love my friends and I guess part of me is aware I am not going to be here for too much longer. I think they sense it coming as well and have been clawing at me. I hate that...I get it, but when I need time for myself I really don't want to have to sit around... Read More
I complain about my friends all the time. I am such serious, ontime kind of person and they are all kind of flightly. They are always telling me to loosen up. But, none of them are in school so they can "loosen up." Me, I got shit to do.
So the, and their leisurely lives are distractions.
But I love em. god I love em. don't know what I would do otherwise.
I feel great!!! So much stronger than I have felt in such a long time. I have been listening to my meditation cd's courtesy of the centerpointe Holysinc program. So worth the time and money invested. Qi gong studies are coming along nicely although I have ascertained that several sessions a day are necessary for me to fully grasp and be prepared for certification end... Read More
Party at the mansion....and I did not attend. So many invites and bed is where I stayed. Today more of the same. These hormomes are a bitch! The past few days-drained..then I saw. I see someone I care a great ddeal for, struggling and going within for the answers. I see him trying to find himself and come again-reborn. I know it's a journey that... Read More
My tummy hurts. Still layin in bed, I feel like hell...but Indian food and the social are calling this evening so .....I better get over it. I don't think I've taken my vitamins in a few days.Possibly alcohol poisoning.......or it could really just be that my life is on autopilot right now-and someone has blindfolded me and taken me on a very dangerous journey.....that's what... Read More
thank you. i'm so excited that everything is going so much better than i thought. everything is working out really well. i'm just trying to take it easy and still get everything ready.
ok HELPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am trying to do some research on potential areas of LA that I would find comparable to my fucking BLISS. If anyone is famikiar with the downtown area of orlando, south Beach Florida, center city Philadelphia, and Manhattan.....THAT"S WHAT I"M FUCKING LOOKING FOR!!!!! Add a dash of South Jersey and I mean the dash is the equivilent to LOTS of Beach and... Read More
i'm hungry...at nearly midnight I'm lying in bed, wide awake typie mc typerson-and hungry like a mo fo! I think I may venture downstairs for a few fags and hope the hunger passes. I love the whole not eating meat and dairy and blahdie blah. It's like i'm a human vacum cleaner now. I'm never grossly full or feeling ill,however I have noted that when... Read More