evander23

Birthday went well....thanks for the happy birthdays from everyone by the way.

I really needed to see friends when I came home. I'm glad I saw most but there were too many that I couldn't get to at all and even more I only saw for a little bit. Not enough time...I think I will have to come home next month if I can afford...
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Tomorrow I leave this god forsaken place called Bozeman and go home for the weekend. I never really thought highly of home but it's better then Montana.

There will be too many people to see and not enough time I'm afraid. Someone is going to be mad at me....eh....they will just have to deal with it. My dad is coming up from Kansas to see...
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So I am starting to sell things that I don't really need any more. I have been collecting and keeping things for way too long....since I was a kid actually. I think once most of it is gone and I have money to pay for rent I will feel a lot better. A bit relieved really...

I want to start new....fresh....away from most things in...
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blah blah and more blah.

I have been a book worm this past month. Not a whole lot else to do here... I finished Books of Blood by Clive Barker, David Sedaris's MeTalk Pretty One Day, A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius by Dave Eggers, and Junky by Burroughs. I think I will prolly finish at least 3 more in a couple weeks.

Good thing...
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Have a happy turkey day people....

eat lots of food if you have the chance.....

if not thats fine too....i don't really care that much.

I am so fucking pissed right now. I just opened a letter in the mail from my old landlady. There is this nice long list of things we supposedly didn't clean or things she said had to be replaced. When we moved in it wasn't in the best shape to begin with which now I wish we would have taken pictures to prove it.

Also...
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I just finished watching the third matrix movie. Wow....they really should have just stopped with the first. I guess money talks.

she said dont go dark on me again
she said
she said the silence in the silence
I see you my confidence
she said
she said loophole how are you
she said oh no once again the superstar
she said he loves you but...
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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

i hate computers.

So things are finally looking up here....I hung out with some kids from work and I did enjoy myself. I really didn't think I would. I think it's just me not wanting to be happy here....I don't know if I really will be but it won't hurt to give it a chance.

I still want to go home and visit friends but I can't do...
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So....Halo 2 has been running my life for the past few days. I don't really know when this will end....I keep making myself step away from the xbox every few hours. It doesn't really work too well.

Fuck I need sleep.....