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I'm feeling bad. Today I heard that an old friend of mine killed himself. I hadn't spoken to him in years, but it still gets to me. Not only because of him, but also because I've had periods too that I felt I didn't want to live anymore. Somehow that feeling still knows to find me every now and then. Thinking about all the shit...
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curioustomcat:
Often the season gets to them...
...around Xmas everybody is posing as happy and that often emphazises how lonely one really is
I am to stubborn for something like suicide!
Try to see bad times as a challenge! 
If feeling alone just call out!!!
All the demons and Angels are in you!!! It is up to you who you wake!
...around Xmas everybody is posing as happy and that often emphazises how lonely one really is
I am to stubborn for something like suicide!
Try to see bad times as a challenge! If feeling alone just call out!!!
All the demons and Angels are in you!!! It is up to you who you wake!
Same story as last weekend. Man, can life be good some times! 
hypoxian:
thread?
30 hour date: 4 hours of sleep, good conversations, sex..... Too tired to write more. I'm going to sleep and have sweet dreams now......
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7deuce:
sex? are they good people? i hope so you deserve to be happy.
7deuce:
oops (X) i've never killed anyone.
Aaaaahhhhh, that was good! Am feeling a lot better now! A friend talked some sense into my mind and we went to the sauna together. Instant stress relieve! Also signed a form to volunteer there. I won't get paid, but can go to the sauna for free and at the moment that's good enough for me! 
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chai:
thanks darling!! good to read that ure a feeling a lot of better tooooo 
chai:
best plans ever!! 
should do that too!!!!
should do that too!!!!
A lot going on. Not in the mood to talk......
update:
Went to the gym again after 3 years of doing almost nothing. I feel like crying now, because I'm in such a bad shape. I gained a lot of weight in the last few years due to ankle operations, depression, no longer going to the gym because of these things and medication. I hate...
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update:
Went to the gym again after 3 years of doing almost nothing. I feel like crying now, because I'm in such a bad shape. I gained a lot of weight in the last few years due to ankle operations, depression, no longer going to the gym because of these things and medication. I hate...
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7deuce:
it's just that there aren't many "lax" jehovas out there as far as i can see. it seems to me tha tyou are either relly devoted to that religiuon or you're just not a member of the religion. and even if she is lax i'm sure her parents aren't and that is a whole nother side ofr the same coin.
7deuce:
don't make me start lecturing YOU 
you're beutiful.
you're beutiful.
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hypoxian:
I'm working on that one.
chai:
hey thansk for the lovely comment on my set!!
yes i look tired and a lil bit sad... im not completly through "it" ....
how are youuu?
thansk for the lovely comment on my set!!
yes i look tired and a lil bit sad...
im not completly through "it" ....
how are youuu? I love snow! It has been snowing here at some places this weekend, but not anywhere where I was..... Had a lovely weekend though. I was expecting the worst from 3 days with my family, but it turned out pretty good. Sauna, bubblebath and solarium were great!
Bbbrrrrrr, it's freezing outside and the central heathing system failes in the whole building!
Had a lovely weekend though. I was expecting the worst from 3 days with my family, but it turned out pretty good. Sauna, bubblebath and solarium were great!
Bbbrrrrrr, it's freezing outside and the central heathing system failes in the whole building!
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clio:
Hey Eva! Good to hear you had a good weekend. Did you get some nice birthday presents? Do you wanna get together some time soon and maybe take some test photos?
nedra:
I got it pierced with a retainer, so I can flip it up at this fancy dinner party from work I have to go to tomorrow. I'll be replacing it with a cbr in about two weeks, I guess.
Sharon @ Dare2Wear pierced it, she's a total sweetheart - she did your vch as well, right?
I'll prolly make some nice pics this weekend, once I've relocated my digicam. My iSight is really nice, but it does make me look a bit... well... not really pretty.
I'll be replacing it with a cbr in about two weeks, I guess.
Sharon @ Dare2Wear pierced it, she's a total sweetheart - she did your vch as well, right?
I'll prolly make some nice pics this weekend, once I've relocated my digicam. My iSight is really nice, but it does make me look a bit... well... not really pretty.
Oh oh..... Going away for a family weekend tomorrow! 3 Days on a Dutch isle with my grandparents, uncles, aunts, nephews, my parents and my sister. Am not really looking foreward to it. Not that I don't like all of them, but 3 days..... 
Think I will hide in the dunes and the sauna for most of the time! Wish me luck!
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Ok, forget...
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Think I will hide in the dunes and the sauna for most of the time! Wish me luck!
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clio:
Happy birthday, Eva! I hope you had a good time on your trip to the island.
trills:
Happy birthday!
My internet is down. Hope to return soon!
XXX Eva
Thanks to my genious neighbour I got my internet back pretty soon! Not sure if it will last though......
Hope to return soon!
XXX Eva
Thanks to my genious neighbour I got my internet back pretty soon!
Not sure if it will last though......
saucissedanseuse:
we'll be waiting!
ciao!
ciao!
I'm leaving SG now because it smells a little like fish. But would like to stay in touch. MSN messenger me at tobba@neubauten.org?
i hope your new weekend "habits" worked this week too
and that the parents are ok.
ciaooo!