Woohahaha! That was kind of strange!
I just got home from a friend. We watched a movie with some housmates and after everybody went to bed we had a very long and intense conversation.
We have been dating for a few months about 2 years ago, but decided we didn't belong together. We developed a strong friendship after that.
We hadn't been talking in a while and it was time for a serious update on our lives. He got quite emotional when we talked about his mom who died in January this year.
After a view big hugs he suddenly started kissing me! I was totally surprised! Nave? Maybe. I really didn't think of him in that way anymore. But after I realized what was happening I decided I liked it, haha!
After a little while I told him I was going home, because I didn't 'accidentally' want to find myself in his bed and he has to get up early for work tomorrow. So now I'm home writing this down because I really needed to tell someone and it's too late to phone a friend! I'm feeling a bit weird. I do care about him a lot and the kiss felt good, but that's about it for me. I hope he feels the same way.....
Ok, time for bed now!
I just got home from a friend. We watched a movie with some housmates and after everybody went to bed we had a very long and intense conversation.
We have been dating for a few months about 2 years ago, but decided we didn't belong together. We developed a strong friendship after that.
We hadn't been talking in a while and it was time for a serious update on our lives. He got quite emotional when we talked about his mom who died in January this year.
After a view big hugs he suddenly started kissing me! I was totally surprised! Nave? Maybe. I really didn't think of him in that way anymore. But after I realized what was happening I decided I liked it, haha!
After a little while I told him I was going home, because I didn't 'accidentally' want to find myself in his bed and he has to get up early for work tomorrow. So now I'm home writing this down because I really needed to tell someone and it's too late to phone a friend! I'm feeling a bit weird. I do care about him a lot and the kiss felt good, but that's about it for me. I hope he feels the same way.....
Ok, time for bed now!
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Nadeel:
*3 jaar lang geen zaterdag meer voor mezelf en mn vriendin
*terug keihard gaan leren
*tussen dit en 3 jaar zullen we waarschijnlijk ook wel aan kinderen gaan denken dus dan ben ik er ook weer niet
*huisje kopen waar ik dan niks zelf in kan doen omdat ik elke zaterdag op school zit...
Voordeel:
*ik ga echt bakken met geld verdienen als ik uiteindelijk afgestudeerd ben
Dan is de keuze dus snel gemaakt h