evalution

Yup, it's fall......

I feel bad because I'm broke. I can't even pay my rent at the moment. I need my boy to lend me the money and I hate that. I hope by the time we have planned our trip to Chicago, at the beginning of December, most of my moneyproblems will be fixed. I really need this vacation. I haven't been on vacation for about 6 years (except one week to Croatia with my Parents) because I didn't have the money for it. The reason why I can go is because I don't have to pay for my flightticket (Sam gets them for free because he works for KLM) nor my accomodation (we can stay at a friends place), but I still need some money to do stuff and buy christmas gifts...... FUCK, I HATE THIS!