A lot going on. Not in the mood to talk......
update:
Went to the gym again after 3 years of doing almost nothing. I feel like crying now, because I'm in such a bad shape. I gained a lot of weight in the last few years due to ankle operations, depression, no longer going to the gym because of these things and medication. I hate it. It makes me feel bad about myself. It's bad for my health. At the moment I really feel worthless.
Some people on this site tell me they think I'm attractive, but I doubt if they would still think so if they actually saw me (naked). Sure, I've got a cute face and big boobies but that's about it. No, I'm not fishing for compliments here. Just need to vent right now. Ahrg!
update:
Went to the gym again after 3 years of doing almost nothing. I feel like crying now, because I'm in such a bad shape. I gained a lot of weight in the last few years due to ankle operations, depression, no longer going to the gym because of these things and medication. I hate it. It makes me feel bad about myself. It's bad for my health. At the moment I really feel worthless.
Some people on this site tell me they think I'm attractive, but I doubt if they would still think so if they actually saw me (naked). Sure, I've got a cute face and big boobies but that's about it. No, I'm not fishing for compliments here. Just need to vent right now. Ahrg!
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7deuce:
it's just that there aren't many "lax" jehovas out there as far as i can see. it seems to me tha tyou are either relly devoted to that religiuon or you're just not a member of the religion. and even if she is lax i'm sure her parents aren't and that is a whole nother side ofr the same coin.
7deuce:
don't make me start lecturing YOU 
you're beutiful.
you're beutiful.