evalution

My confession:

I need to stop running away from the real world into this virtual world. I need to face the things Ive been trying to hide for myself. It was nice for a while to find my distraction here and I wont leave this site, but will probably be online less. I need to stop putting all my energy into other people and focus on myself, not only around here but everywhere. Ive been in therapy since a couple of months now but things arent going fast enough. I couldnt face the things I needed to, but I feel stronger now and need to stop running away. Its not that I dont care about some people here because some of you have really touched me. Its just time to move on. Hm, this sounds like a goodbye. Its not. I think I just need to write this down to remind myself of what I need to do...........