eurisko

today feels like everything good in my life is falling apart. for the past few months, i have been really good friends with this girl, and basically she knows every little thing about me to be known i think, because she really has been one of the only people ive trusted in the past year or two. and what happens for trusting someone? they blow you off, and when you ask them about it, they claim everything is cool. she claims she was busy, but wont return my calls, or talk to me at all. so that whole thing is confusing because i have no clue what i could have done. so ive been stressing out about that, and im supposed to be on spring break right now, and it sucks, i feel bored just sitting around all day. ive kinda been getting into drawing again, but i havent really drawn anything im happy with. oh well, im in a low spot right now, but i know ill get out of it in a few days. i ordered me some misfits albums on vinyl so i think ill be happy when i get them, i better be anyway. plus meeting people on here tends to be uplifting in a way, because normally i suck at meeting people because i tend to be shy, but here, there are people like me, who have the same tastes and interests. i think tonight im going to read a few more chapters in please kill me and then go to bed.

song of the moment: the stroke by billy squire