eurisko

i think my weekend is not off to a very good start. for one, one of my best friends leaves in about 5 hours for CA to go to acting school, and another friend of mine set up a dinner, but it was made pretty clear i wasnt invited, it was intended to be a double date. i felt it was kinda rude, but i guess i probably would have gotten my ass kicked, because the friend who set up the dinner is dating a girl who is just ungodly annoying, and her culture consists of anything featured on TRL. so i have decided that only 15% of my friends are actually friends, because i have been tending to get rather stressed out and fed up with the other 85%. i also have felt somewhat sick, ive had a wicked sore throat for a few days, and it only seems to get worse and pick up more symptons as the days go on. i could be dying though and my soiciology professor would wonder why im not in class and email me telling me how i need to be there. after sunday morning though i wont have to work until wednesday night, so i will enjoy that little break. i wont do anything though, i feel that i may be sinking somewhat into a mild depression, because i have lost interest in almost everything and really dont give a shit about anything, i think a lot of it has to do with the fact that i get stressed out, and just keep everything bottled up until i just cant take it anymore and break down.

song of the moment: shadowplay by joy divison