At present, i'm not sure of anything. I found out a few days ago that my ex is moving back. I've been spending days since she left trying to rid my mind from thoughts of her, but I couldn't. I'd find myself thinking of her, dreaming of her, of how i loved her, of the love that was there between us. I don't know, I don't know how to feel about her coming home, of how I will act around her, and there is no doubt in my mind that I'm probably going to have see her. I mean Shelby, her best friend, my friend as well, I think somewhere she thinks i'm still in love with Chazz, that she wants me and her to be together again, it just seems that way to me, but i jump to conclusions easy. I don't know what to think, how to feel, whether she has thought of me at all, whether she still loves me or what not. I do not know, and will not know untill the time comes, whatever happens, happens. The past might become the present.
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