eurevry

So it would seem recently that a blog is in high demand, so i don't myspace much...um oh well. Myspace does not rule my life, its merely a tool of simplicity for life, not to overcomplicate it, or something like that. As for blogging its mostly just a way to vent for me, to vent my angers, frustrations etc. but also to talk about the good in my life, but who am I talking to? myself mostly, i'm merely thinking to myself as I type, i'm my own listening friend. Now to actually blog. I just came back from Reno, for what? a concert and one that was totally worth skipping work for. I got to see the Horrorpops! I love the Horrorpops, it was freaking awesome for me, and the headlining band Reverand Horton Heat was pretty good too! It was just all good. I got to go to a concert with Edward and Shelby. Its funny how much Shelby seems to worry, how she worries I don't love her, when everyday I see her I tell her I do, trying not to overdo it, but still trying to get the point across that I love her dearly with all my heart, and I wish I could express with more than just three little words, and thats a true story. Its been a good night, just left with my worries and dread of having to go to work. I hate that job so much, yet I keep at it and sometimes I'm not sure why, I want to save up money but recently its just not possible, i've lost my will power with money, and without money I can do nothing with my life. My head is just full of things i need to spend money on, i need to get my cv joints fixed on my car, i have to help out more with the bills, get a cd player for my car, save up for the road trip, take care of my own bills. Sometimes I already feel like i'm stuck in the mucc, like I didn't even have a chance to get out in the first place, and i'm taking Shelby along for the ride.