eunice

yes, i do seek some acceptance/validation from SG. but the lovely thing is i actually find it! are the majority of the girls just that? yes. but there are some smart, interesting, beautiful women here too. i have found butts bigger than mine in these 'pages'. that makes me smile.

i have some body image issues. nothing dramitc tho. nothing that keeps me from admiring it when i catch it in the mirror just right. but i'm a pragmatist at heart so i know what i'm working with and its not a size 2.

my recent fast was not so much about weight loss as trying to detox from the indulgences of the holidays. and trying to kick my nasty sugar habit. mmmm...cookies.

regarding your burn out, i think lots of people go through that. you just overdo it on the site when you first get it. maybe like a new vibrator? but you can settle down and find your community, your people, here just like you had to in high school. it is frustrating how that dynamic follows us all still. but there it is. in the office, online, at traffic stops. then you get to the point where, like me, you are talking with your friends, checkign in on them and maybe even forgetting to look at the new sets!

do not throw in the towel! i'm making plans to shoot a set of my own as we speak. if we keep encouraging each other to try, then we'll see more of our faces, our bodies up there.

hope you finally slept well!

Tuesdays generally suck my asshole.

But your journal entry is GARJUS.