This is a reply to a couple blogs that Brandon posted about this whole stupid secret admirer situation and me initially thinking it was his friend Chris.
For fucks sake, I could care less that it wasnt him. I barely even know him. Sure, I said hes cute. There are a million bajillion people I think are cute. That doesnt mean shit. Just because he was the first person I though of, doesnt mean he was the only person I thought of. The only way to find out who it is is to go asking around. I asked (by second party), got an honest no, and moved on. Nothing happened, so I dont see why you think it went pretty far. Its only normal and human that Im curious to know who it is, and if I have to ask questions to find out, then I will Or at least that was the original plan. At this point, Im just pissed that whoever it is doesnt have the balls to tell me to my face. Thats where the entirety of this frustration comes from. Im not upset that I was wrong. Theres more relief there than anything. That would have been really awkward.
Sometimes I feel like the words I say dont get through anyones head. I could seriously smack someone.
Honesty and emotions are great. Honestly always. Emotions sometimes need a damper; Especially when you havent known a person for very long. This wisdom is pretty accurate. However, I dont think it applies to me. I dont want anyone that doesnt seem interested, and Ive never actively sought out anyone who didnt tell me they were interested first. Yeah, I have dated some assholes, but they acted interested from the get go.
I am NOT a prize to be won. I am not a trophy to place on the shelf. I am not a treasure to be sought. I am not a conquest. I hate that idea entirely. If two people are meant to be, there shouldnt be that much work involved in trying to create romantic chemistry.
Im not looking for anything, just curious about my surroundings.
God Damn.
For fucks sake, I could care less that it wasnt him. I barely even know him. Sure, I said hes cute. There are a million bajillion people I think are cute. That doesnt mean shit. Just because he was the first person I though of, doesnt mean he was the only person I thought of. The only way to find out who it is is to go asking around. I asked (by second party), got an honest no, and moved on. Nothing happened, so I dont see why you think it went pretty far. Its only normal and human that Im curious to know who it is, and if I have to ask questions to find out, then I will Or at least that was the original plan. At this point, Im just pissed that whoever it is doesnt have the balls to tell me to my face. Thats where the entirety of this frustration comes from. Im not upset that I was wrong. Theres more relief there than anything. That would have been really awkward.
Sometimes I feel like the words I say dont get through anyones head. I could seriously smack someone.
Honesty and emotions are great. Honestly always. Emotions sometimes need a damper; Especially when you havent known a person for very long. This wisdom is pretty accurate. However, I dont think it applies to me. I dont want anyone that doesnt seem interested, and Ive never actively sought out anyone who didnt tell me they were interested first. Yeah, I have dated some assholes, but they acted interested from the get go.
I am NOT a prize to be won. I am not a trophy to place on the shelf. I am not a treasure to be sought. I am not a conquest. I hate that idea entirely. If two people are meant to be, there shouldnt be that much work involved in trying to create romantic chemistry.
Im not looking for anything, just curious about my surroundings.
God Damn.
Ohio was awesome. Thatisall.