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eat me. (i'm not the brewedwhich.)



i need sleep.. and validation.
where the hell do i stand in this fucking world; between one person and the other.. i don't know how much longer i can do this.

i miss him so much.
and i'm already loosing the other.

why am i still bothering with school?
i should be done or dropped out already. just htinking of my classes makes me utterly ill.

fuck it all. my bed loves me more.

maybe i'll take some phenergan and darvocet, lot of em, and never awaken again?

i am fucking tired of this pain. i'm holding on for everyone but myself. it just doesn't make any sense. how selfish of everyone. how selfish of me.

just explode with me.. and everything will be okay again.